Me and my best friend - Sebastian Stan x Reader

43 - What now?

I tossed my bag on the dining table as I walked into the apartment. After my talk with Chris I realised how much I had missed him. I wouldn't call us friends but gotta take one step at a time.

I sat down in the couch and turned on the TV when Sebastian almost ran out of the bedroom. "You're home early", he said and sat down next to me. I furrowed my brows. His heart was beating extremely fast. "Yeah you too..." "Did you guys make up", he asked not noticing my suspicions as he was to distracted by the TV. I nodded and leaned into his arms. Why was he sweating? "Chris drove me home too. We got a great talk." "I'm glad you did it", he mumbled and kissed the top of my head. "Now what should we get for dinner?"

"Oh actually Tom invited me over for pizza", I said and sat back up. "I thought you could come with us?" "Hiddelston?" He sounded a bit worried. "Yeah... who else?", I mumbled. "Well it could be Tom Holland", he suggested with a smile on his lips. I rolled my eyes. "Why don't you guys like him", I giggled and playfully hit him on his shoulder. "You keep calling him a child and yet he's still older than me." "Then you're a baby", he said under his breath. I scoffed and pushed him. I took him off guards and he fell down on the ground, opening his mouth to complain but stopped himself. "Okay kinda deserved that", he sighed and got back up next to me, who was laughing my ass off.

"Yeah yeah, laugh all you want but just remember if I didn't like Hiddelston I would've made sure you couldn't walk to his place."

I cocked my brow and smirked as I looked at the confident man. "Oh yeah", I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "How? By hitting me with your cane?" He clenched his jaw and looked at me with a stern look. "Don't test my temper", he said under his breath only making me smirk more. "You're a puppy Seb, I know you better than that", I said clearly being a part of his game. And he loved it. He leaned over trying to hide his smile. "Try me", he whispered into my ear.

I stroked up his thigh and placed my hand on his inner thigh. Even though I was at least an inch from his private parts I could feel his hard growing by my touch. I slowly pushed him away and quickly straddled his hips making him comfortable. Now I could really feel it. I looked deeply into his blue eyes only making the tension between us stronger. I slowly moved my lips closer to his, till we almost touched, keeping the eye contact. He put his hands on my back but I grabbed them and pinned them against the wall above his head. With a smirk on my lips I choose my next words carefully knowing how to make him punish me. "We both know I'm in charge here." And was I right.

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"SEBASTIAN STOOOOP!" He hushed me almost dying of laughter. "Shut up before the neighbours think I'm torturing you", he grinned and finally stopped tickling me. We were both silent as we tried to catch our breaths. "You're dumb", I mumbled and picked up his T-shirt from the floor so I at least at something on. I leaned in to kiss his cheek as I stood up but he grabbed my hand before I could go away. "That wasn't what you were saying 5 minutes ago", he said with a cocked brow. I rolled my eyes, pushed his hand away and ignored his comment and walked into the bathroom. "I love you too", he shouted as I closed the door behind me.

I peed and quickly washed my hand as I noticed Sebastians phone was vibrating. The first time I ignored it, since it wasn't my business but then it did it again. And again. And again. I looked down at it. A number I didn't know texted him. "Sebastian?", I called a bit worried someone would text him so many times. He opened the door, finally wearing boxers, as the phone rang. It was the number. I handed him the phone, acting like I didn't care, but as soon as he walked away I slowly followed him into the living room.

"I told you to remove me from your contacts", he said and looked out of the window with his back to me who stood in the door frame. "Stop calling me! Wait what?.. Oh my god... It doesn't make any sense." What didn't make any sense? Was he hiding something from me? He facepalmed himself. "Are you fucking kidding me?! Why would you even do that! Just... stop calling me... Well since you didn't do your job I don't really have a choice so I?! Fuck off already." He hung up and threw his phone down on the couch. He turned around rubbing his face with his hands. He noticed me and tried to hide his anger.

"Quit the act I heard it all", I sighed and crossed my arms over my chest. "What was that about?" He sat down in the couch looking like someone who was on the edge to cry. I sat down next to him on my knees and with my hand in his shoulder to calm him down. "Tell me." He looked down at his feet. "I'm sorry Y/N, I really am", he sniffled and ran his fingers through his hair. "This wasn't supposed to happen I promise." "Sebastian what are you talking about?"

He looked up at me with fear in his eyes and tears running down his cheeks, and it hurt just looking at him.

He gave me a sad smile which almost made him break down.

The silence room over the room until he finally answered.

"I'm gonna be a dad."

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A/N
Okay guys...
I've decided that I'm gonna write two other chapters of this book before it's finished...

And I know this isn't the most optimistic chapter but I need some drama - plus I just had a bad day when I wrote this soooo.... Yeah.

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If you want a sequel I would be happy to write it! Just say so:)

Okay till next time :)