Me and my best friend - Sebastian Stan x Reader

27 - My worst nightmare

"SEBASTIAN", I screamed as a nurse held me back while the doctors drove him down the hall on his bed. I could see his wet blue eyes right before they walked past the corner. "Y/N, stop it", Anthony said and let the nurse go while he tried to calm me down. "He's going to be alright." I knew he was right but I didn't care. They had taken him away just as soon as he opened his eyes, before I could even talk with him.

"I don't care I want to see him", I cried which made a lot of people stare. "Y/N", he sighed. "You'll be the first to see him right after surgery. He's going to survive this but only if you don't stop the doctors from doing their work." I couldn't stop crying and pulled him into a hug making his shirt soaking wet.

He was going to survive.

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We waited in his room. I couldn't be still. What if something went wrong. Or if they couldn't help him. "Y/N you need to calm down before I beat up your ass", Anthony mumbled and made me sit down. But I couldn't calm down.

After my nightmare I woke up with wet cheeks. Sebastian was still asleep like he had been for 5 days, but he was alive, which made me realise it had all been a dream. He wasn't dead. He wasn't in a coffin. But then he suddenly opened his eyes. At first I panicked because I could see he was hurting, but I quickly got it together and called a nurse. But a part of me wished I hadn't. Suddenly doctors and nurses pulled me away from him and I before I knew he was out of sight.

Now I was waiting for him to come back, not knowing how long the surgery could be.

A knock on the door drew me away from my thoughts. "Hey man", Anthony sighed and got up. I turned around and saw Chris giving Mackie a handshake. "Y/N", he mumbled. I got up from my chair. "Get out", I almost hissed. Anthonys eyes widened. "I'll let you to talk", he said and cleared his throat as he walked out leaving me and Chris alone.

"You shouldn't be here", I said sternly. He sat down in the chair Anthony had used and crossed his legs. "Y/N I had to come. We were in a fight, you left, you AND Sebastian didn't answer for days, then I find out he's at the hospital and you still won't answer me", he sighed and facepalmed himself. "And I don't care how mad you are, or how much you hate me, but he's still my best friend and so are you." "Friends don't do what you did Christopher", I scoffed. He knew I was mad when I used his full name. "And yes I ignored your texts because if you hadn't been such an idiot and had been acting like the adult you say you are, then maybe Sebastian would've had a chance to tell me what's wrong instead of almost dying in front of my eyes."

"You really think he would've told you", he replied and rolled his eyes. "Maybe I wasn't the best friend at that moment, but he was definitely not the best boyfriend either. And I don't care if he wanted to protect you because this is important. He could've died. And I am not ready to let him go if it means you're getting hurt."

"If you cared you wouldn't have said I was the chain that held him back", I sniffled and threw a pillow at him. He catched it and put it down as he got up. "I didn't say that", he said trying to keep his voice down. "He is the chain. He shouldn't keep you away from living your life or from your dreams. But he is. This situation, his secrets, that's just prove that he's keeping you away from your dreams."

He took a deep breath as he stared into my eyes. "Y/N, I want you to live..."

I hadn't noticed how close he was until he pressed his lips against mine. I quickly pulled away from his soft plump lips. "Fuck off", I sniffled and fought the urge to punch him. "FUCK OFF!" I was screaming.

"Y/N I'm sorry I didn't mean to...", he started but I cut him off. "GET OUT!" He was about to say something when Anthony opened the door. "Hey man, I think you should go", he said and grabbed Chris' arm. He wanted to disagree but he stopped himself from making the situation worse and followed Anhtony out of the room.

I picked up pillows and blankets to threw them across the room to let out my anger. Anthony stopped me from throwing my phone by grabbing my arm and snapping it out of my hand. "Easy now", said sternly and pulled me into a hug. I punched his chest to get away, but he was too strong, and I quickly gave up. "I hate him Anthony, I hate him", I sniffled into his shirt. He didn't say anyhting back, but just stood there and held me tight.

We stood there for minutes without talking until I was done crying and had calmed down. "Thank you", I mumbled and wiped the last tears away. He smiled and stroked my hair behind my ear. "I think you deserve an ice cream after that little show you just gave every nurse and patient out in the hall", he sighed and made us both chuckle.

He made me wait in the room, and came back with 2 vanilla ice creams and handed me one. I thanked him before we ate in silence.

"I know right now isn't the best time to tell you, but your mom, sister and that girl Sophie visited while you were asleep last night. Sebastians mom told them they could stay with her at the hotel, but you should probably tell them about the surgery", he said in a low voice as he finished his cone. "Sure I'll text them", I mumbled and picked up my phone to do so. After I send the text we didn't talk. We just sat in the room and waited.

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A/N
Hey guys;)

So last chapter was just a dream hehe
I thought it would stir up the tension so yeah:)

But our Sebby is alright
Buuuut
Chris is an idiot right now;(

What should happen next?
Hmu with your ideas:)