Me and my best friend - Sebastian Stan x Reader

15 - The fight

I'm dead
Y/N added Christopher to the groupchat
Y/N added Macks to the groupchat

You
I NEED YOUR HELP
ASAP

Christopher
What's up?

Macks
ARE YOU PREGNANT?!

You
No wtf

Christopher
Duuuuude

Macks
Just had to be sure

You
Why would you think I'm preggo?
Wait he told you

Christopher
Dude you promised

Macks
I'M SORRY I CARE FOR THE GIRL
don't tell him you know we know
But like 5 times in one day?
Lucky man

You
That son of a bitch
ANYWAYS
I've summoned you because I'm panicking

Christopher
What's wrong hun?

You
I forgot our 1 month anniversary is tomorrow
and now I don't know what to give him

Macks
A baby?

Christopher
What do you have in mind?
DUDE STOP IT

Macks
what?

You
I don't have any ideas
AND I'M NOT GETTING PREGNANT

Macks
damn

Christopher
Wait aren't you getting interview tomorrow?

You
yeah with James Corden
why?

Christopher
In LA?

Macks
dude you've been there yourself
get to the point

Christopher
You could give him a vacation in LA?
I mean you're already going there
Just order a room and surprise him after
the interview

You
Omg best idea ever

Macks
I hate romance but even I want
some one to surprise me like that

You
I'm doing it
Paying for the room now

Macks
Just remember to give him a great night;)

Christopher
DUDE
SHE'S LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER

You
You're discusting Anthony

Macks
I just making sure my man gets the best

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"I'm home", Sebastian shouted from the entrance. I quickly put my phone in my back pocket and almost ran towards him. He kissed me, but it wasn't long because I quickly pulled away. "What's wrong", he asked and walked into the kitchen with the groceries. He knew me too well.

I followed him as he put the bags down and wrapped his arms around my waist, and this time I avoided the kiss. "You aren't getting anything if you just go kiss and tell", I told him and rolled my eyes. I lost my viginity to him 3 weeks ago, and it was still very private to me. Even Sophie didn't know.

"What do you mean", he asked with a puzzled look on his face. "You told Anthony and Chris", I scoffed and pushed his arms away. I started to put the food into the fridge. "Is that what you're mad about?", he sighed and crossed his arms. I quickly closed the fridge and looked him straight in the eyes. "Yes Sebastian, I am in fact very mad, because that was private." He shivered when I said his name. "I haven't even told my mom about us and you're already telling the boys how you did me and when."

I could feel the tears running down my cheek, but I quickly wiped them away so I wouldn't look weak. "That wasn't what I told them", he said sternly and let his arms fall down to the side. "Then what did you tell them, 'cause apparently they know something", I scoffed and crossed my arms. I was so mad, I could scream, but I controlled myself.

"You know what, yeah I told them that we had sex. And I don't regret telling them, because I needed to tell some one. I couldn't keep that happiness to myself, and I wanted to share it with someone." He was yelling. "I know it is private, which is why I didn't tell them anything else than we had sex. I didn't tell them the details or anything, just that we did it. I respect you more than that."

"But that doesn't give you the right to tell them without my permission", I almost screamed. "You could just have told me, Sebastian. Yes it is private, but if you had just talked to me I would've told you it was okay..." "Then why are you angry", he asked and cut me off. "BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T TELL ME", I shouted. I didn't care if all the people in New York could hear me. "You need to talk with me about such things. I couldn't care less if you told your mom or my mom or even the rest of the world, but you should at least tell me first." I whispered the last words.

I was so mad, and hated it, but he hurt me. We had been a couple for a month and he was already hurting me. "I trust you so much, but what you did isn't okay." I was crying and I didn't care.

"Baby I'm sorry I didn't know it was so important for you...", he sighed and cupped my cheek with his hand. He wiped a tear away from my face. "I didn't think and just did it. But you have to see it from my point of view. I know it's a bad excuse but I just wanted to talk with them because they needed to know how much I love you."

I pulled away. What did he just say? He looked surprised by his own words, and took a deep breath before continuing.

"I love you Y/N."

"I-I can't do this right now", I stuttered. I couldn't even look at him when I walked out and into the bedroom. I sat down on the bed and facepalmed myself. How could he do this to me? Say the big words as an excuse for what he had done? I hadn't even thought about them, and he's already abusing them.

I squeezed my eyes trying to press out the tears and make my sight less blurred. I was so mad and happy at the same time. He really loved me. But what he had done pissed me off.

After a few minutes of thinking I decided I had to talk with him since I had basically just ran away from him. I walked into the living room and saw him on the couch with his face in his hands. Even though I couldn't see his expression, he looked older and vournable, something I hadn't seen since he told me about his feelings for me.

He rubbed his hands in his face before running his fingers through his hair. He leaned back in the couch and closed his eyes.

I slowly walked over to him and sat down next to him in the couch which took him off guard and made him gasp by the surprise. I rested my head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry I ran off like that", I sighed as he put his arm around me and leaned his head on top of mine. "No I shouldn't have said... that", he mumbled into my hair and squeezed me. He seemed to be uncomfortable with saying the last word. And he was right. But something inside me disagreed. I looked up into his eyes and noticed a tear running down his right cheek. I streched my neck and placed a soft kiss on the salty tear. "It's okay", I mumbled and made eyecontact with him again. "Just promise me you'll talk with me no matter what, okay?" "Pinky promise", he sighed and held out his pinky. I sniffled and smiled as I wrapped my finger around his. "Pinky promise."

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A/N
Soooooo
Another chapter yay
I wanted to give you guys an extra given I've been away so yeah:)
I also wanted to create some drama hehe

Also...
THANK YOU GUYS FOR 100 VIEWS!!
I know it isn't a lot but 100 people reading what I've written means a lot to me so thank you

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