Fix Me Series: 6 out of 9 🥰
Six down. Three plus one to go!!!
Shutanginames! Akala ko aabutin pa ko next week bago matapos 'to. 😭 HAHAHAHA! I posted this on the 3rd of February dahil birthday ni Theresa. Hindi pa tapos noon si Apol pero shuta naman sa lahat ng shuta, kung kailan ready na kong gawin siya, sumobra naman busy. Tapos ang dami pang cheche bureche in life na parang ayaw niya pa ipatapos sa akin. Now, here we are. Sa wakas, I reached the end.
Hans Sebastian is... well, he's Hans. Like my previous heroes, kailangan ko ng inspirasyon para mabuo siya. Ang kaso!!! Wala. Wala akong mahanap na inspirasyon. The funny Hans, the lutang Hans, the bobo Hans (HAHAHAHA) from the first part of the series – 'yon, may inspirasyon. Every replies, every thought, everything about Hans and his lacking charot, mula siya sa totoong tao. Mula sa mga totoong kaibigan na likas ang pagiging floating human. But as I create their personalities one by one, things changed drastically. From being engot, Hans developed another personality. A personality na ako mismo, hindi ko magustuhan.
Apart from being busy and hindrances in life na mala-track and field at obstacle relays, Sebby's changes is too much for me and instead of being the first person who will love him, parang ako 'yong unang umayaw sa kanya. I loved Sebby. I really do... pero simula noong nagbago siya, parang nagbago rin ang lahat. Kaya sobra talaga kong nahirapan. I know what to do, I know what to say, I know what to write... but I don't know how to execute it. Para siyang nagkakaroon ng sariling isip na hindi ko alam kung paano ko kokontrolin o paano ko iiwasan. Kaya imbes na ilagay ko 'yong half-hearted updates, I choose to not post anything at all. It's better to hold things pala kaysa ipilit natin 'yong mga bagay na hindi dapat. Things will be better the next time you come back to it.
Therese is a friend of mine outside our pokie world. Pero pokie pa rin siya. POKIENGINA! Hahahaha. Pangalan niya Santo pero siya Dimunyu. Char not char. HAHAHAHA! Labyu momma. 😘 Sana nagustuhan mo si Sebby kahit pinaslang ko si Ollie. Alam kong matindi pa rin ang hinanakit mo kasi si Ollie talaga gusto mo simula pa lang noong una. Noong binubuo ko pa lang sila. Kaya alam kong g na g ka noong bigla ko siyang pinatay. HAHAHAHA! Ewan ko ba naman sa 'yo, aware ka naman doon sa kaklase ko, bakit hindi mo naisip na ganoon plano ko. Duh! We have the same wavelength.
Special chapters of HNTBFT will be posted to Boy Kalat, Making Gene Ezekiel Fix Me. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Shet I'm so ready magkalat. Chor wan point payb. 😌 Sana hindi ka umabot ng three months, Ezekiel.
Hans's visual pala is Logan Lerman; Therese's visual is Ana Luisa Corrigan, Logan Lerman's real girlfriend. ❤️ I find her so so pretty and I'm questioning my sexual preference na. Charaught lang! HAHAHAHA
Thank you so much for reading HNTBFT! Maraming Salamat sa lahat ng suporta na binibigay niyo sa akin. Life is hard; but living life in a pandemic is harder. So much harder. Writing FMS, this series, is one of my coping mechanism chuchu to survive. I know we are all having a hard time, but please, if you need a friend, if you need someone to talk to, reach out to me.
Sebby's sickness here in the story, it's real. Mental Health is real. Anxiety attacks are real. Huwag niyong sarilihin ang lungkot niyo. No, keeping it to yourself doesn't mean you are saving yourself. Hindi ka magiging pabigat. Reach out! You are not alone.
Hans Sebastian's name pala ay nakuha ko na naman sa mga totoong tao. Hehe. Hans is my pakner in HS. Sobrang bait ng tropa kong 'yon. Isa siya sa mga boylets ko noon. S/O sa mga lalaki ko. Kaya ako nasasabihan ng MALANDI dahil sa inyo eh. Hahahahaha!
Hello din kay kasharica! 💕
Thank you so much for loving Sebby kahit ako mismo unti-unting nawawala 'yong pagmamahal ko sa kanya, ikaw nandyan pa rin. You never lose faith in him. Maraming maraming salamat daw at mahal na mahal ka niya. Thank you for reading my stories! 🥺 Mula sa lahat ng FM Boys, mahigpit na yakap. ❤️Lastly, wala na kong masabi. Hindi ko na kayo iisa-isahin. Haha. Salamat sa inyong lahat. Yes, I'm reading all the comments. Thank you for keeping up with me. Stay safe and healthy everyone! Until the next FM Boy ❣️
#THERESEonlyoneHANS, papay! ehe
~ daye'yosa gyoza