My body feels tense
i quickly push Luke off and sit up
I dont know how long I have been quite for but Michael calls my name loads of times
"Jackie! tell me you fucking didnt!"
"didnt what? wait what?"
"what is wrong with you"
"babe im sorry I just thought I saw Ashton so i freaked out" i lied
"are you ok? was it him?"
"I dont know I just rushed up to Lukes place, but what were you asking?"
I turn to look at Luke and he's smirking at me and changing into his clothes
I quickly look away
"nothing forget it"
"okay well babe ill call you when I get out the shower yeah?"
"okay love you"
"love you too" i hanged up and let out the biggest sigh of my life
I cant believe that just happened
"that was fun"
"shut up" i roll my eyes and pull the covers up to my chest "I hate myself"
"you dont regret it" he says
the thing is I do but then I dont
It did make me forget about the world but it was still wrong and not an excuse to cheat on Michael.... again
I need to do stuff on this Ben and Luke thing because staying here with Luke will not help me one bit
I quickly get up and change into my dress and fix myself
"hey Jackie?" Luke says
"yeah?"
"im going out ill be back in a few hours"
"okay" I would ask where but Im pretty sure I dont want to know, plus im going out too
"just okay?"
"yeah.."
he walks towards me and kissesmy lips "why you mad?"
"just go , your friends are waiting"
to be honest i just want him to leave
I step back from him and quickly order a Uber which should be here in 5 minutes
"who said I was going out with friends? I dont have friends"
"then wh- I mean just go Luke" i laugh "ill shower and just facetime Michael and MJ"
he rolls his eyes "are you sure?"
"im sure"
"okay then ill be back later" he grabs his wallet and keys and heads out the roomm
a few seconds later I hear the front door shut
I quickly text Michael
Michael:
facetime tonight? im going to visit mom , I havent seen her in awhile
I put my phone in my pocket and head out quickly
I dont know what the fuck im doing but I sure hope its worth it
"nice weather right?" the driver asks
i nod "yeah its okay , im surprised its not as hot. June is basically burning month"
he laughs "it really is"
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