Chapter 56

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"thanks alot Calum, I was trying to forget about that"

"I thought he knew about it!"

"why would he!?"

"i dont know"

"why wouldnt I know?" Michael says "what the fuck Jackie"

I look down "we were both drunk and I quickly stopped it"

"when did this happen??" he asked

"yeah uh we will see you later" Genesis gets up and pulls Calum up

"sorry" he mouths

I roll my eyes, Im not that convinced about the Anna thing but now he left me with a problem. I dont want to fight with Michael not right now

"when did it happen Jackie? I wont ask you again"

"when I was dating Luke, you were uhm gone..."

"so you cheated on him with his brother?"

"We were drunk, I was needy but it wasn't planned I swear"

"but you were needy" he repeats after me

"I had problems with Luke, long story we got drunk and it just happened but it didnt even last 10 seconds"

"10 seconds is alot did you know that?"

"no its not"

"for fingering unintentionally?"

i roll my eyes "it wasnt during your time so why does it bother you so much"

"you're over here cheating on people then complain when they cheat on you, to make it worst it was his brother. WHat if Luke fingered Gen when you guys were together?"

"thats different"

"please tell me how so"

"Gen and I are closed"

"it doesnt matter you need to stop acting like.... that"

"no , say what you were going to say. Like a hoe? a slut? finish it"

"if thats what you think of yourself then thats it , Im not saying anything"

"you didnt have to" i stood up

"im not going to apoloize if thats what you're waiting for"

"im not" i walk to my room and shut the door

wait why am i acting like this? it shouldnt bother me what he thinks but hes practically my fiance ex boyfriend if that makes sense

I dont know what I want now

New York I need you...

I lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling

images of both Michael and Luke flash trough my mind

I cant think for myself anymore, MJs happiness comes first

whatever he wants ill work with

he's too young to know what is happening so noting happens anytime soon

I hear a faint knock or slam on my door, i get up and open the door and see nothing

I look down and see MJ pushing past my legs and walking in the room trying to get on the bed

"MJ" i call him

he tries to climb up and cries when he cant get up

:shh baby" I carry him up the bed, he lays down on the left side of the bed

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