Infinity

Emotions

The wind coming through the doorway whips around at my feet and i shiver slightly, its unusual for this time of year for the wind to be so forceful but then again it is England. Harry is stood looking like the Greek god we all know he is on the doorstep. His Gucci shirt is unbuttoned halfway down so his necklace, which matches mine, is kissing his skin. His green eyes are staring into mine making my heart rate increase slightly but his brows are pulled into a serious looking frown. He shivers at the wind pulling me out of my shock, "Sorry, come in." I pull the door open and let him in. The wind blows at the heavy wooden door and i have to use force to close it. I pull my chunky knitted grey cardigan around myself as i turn to face Harry. He is stood over by the sofa and looks like he is contemplating whether to sit down or not. I break the silence, "Everything okay H?" His head whips up at the sound of his pet name and his brow frowns once more.
"Yeah..." it sounds like he wants to say more but stops himself, "How's everything going? You know, with Louis?" He looks around the room.
"It's going great." I reply, now frowning myself because I'm confused about this whole interaction. Harry hasn't really spoken to me since Louis and i got together and now he has just turned up out of the blue. Harry nods still looking around, "Are you okay?" I ask as his demeanour is off. He looks tired - sick almost. "Yeah, i just needed to see you because i..." He pauses looking at a picture of Louis and I on the mantelpiece. It's from the days after Harry left me - when we counted the stars on the hill. I didn't even know that he had it until i moved back into this house. It had been on the mantle for a long time and i was just unaware of its existence. Harry reaches for it touching the frame gently with his fingertip. "H?" This pulls him out of the trance he is in and he shakes himself.
"I shouldn't have come here." He rushes towards the door and as his hands grasp around the handle he turns around, "I'm sorry." He whispers and glance back at me for a second. His green eyes glistening.
"Harry... what... wait?" I stumble my words as he pulls the door open and hurries through it. I run towards the door to try to catch up with him.
"Harry? Ouch." I reach the door just as i see him barging past Lana, "Nice to see you too!" She shouts at his back. His head is hunched over and he puts his hands in his corduroy trouser pockets as he walks away. I watch him leave confused and bewildered at the interaction we just had.
"What the actual fuck?" Lana makes me jump