You're only 17... (frerard fanfic) (teacher X student) COMPLETED

Chapter 14: We're being blackmailed...

quick a/n: HELP I JUST GOT G NOTED IM LISTENING TO MUSIC AND MY PLAYLIST IS ON SHUFFLE AHHHSHGDBVSDBSHS anyways, sorry this chapter is short, it's really just a rundown of art class and lunch but there's some gay stuff so don't worry lol

I continued my drawing, but it couldn't even distract me from the fact that I'm being blackmailed.

I have to tell Gerard, and he has to pass them all, we both will be in so much trouble if someone else finds out.

Every once in a while, he'd look up at me, I'd catch him staring and he'd smile at me.

He's so cute, I love him so much.

Wait, what?!?! WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST THINK?!?!

I looked at my pencil, the sharp tip, and I thought about stabbing myself with it.

I don't give a shit if I'm having intrusive thoughts anymore, I deserve to have that shit happen to me. I grabbed the pencil and jabbed it into my arm when nobody was watching.

It didn't do much, but it cut me a little, enough that I was bleeding.

After a couple of minutes, Gerard looked up at me and saw my arm. I hadn't wiped the blood off, and it was dripping.

Damn, that pencil did more than I thought.

He looked more panicked than he should've, "Frank, your arm is bleeding!" He said to me. I pretended that I didn't notice earlier, and I grabbed a tissue to wipe the blood off.

It kept bleeding for a while, but eventually it dried up leaving it in it's early scab stages.

He walked around the class during the last 10 minutes of class. He got to me, and asked if I was okay before anything. I nodded my head, insisting that I was fine.

We had a short conversation about my picture, it was just him complimenting it, but it still meant something to me. He was good at acting normal, he talked to me like he did to everyone else in the class.

It kind of made me sad.

time skip to lunch. also FUCK IM TIRED IT'S ONLY 1 AM AND IVE STAYED UP WAY LATER WRITING FANFIC BUT GODDAMN WHY AM I SO TIRED

Gerard pov:

I finally get to see Frank alone. Or well, as alone as it gets. His arm looked pretty bad, I know it was just a cut, but I still hope he's okay.

He walked into the classroom. "Hey Gee" He said with a faint smile, it almost looked forced.

I didn't think anything of it, I was just happy to see him, "Hey Frank. So how's everything going?" That's when he really looked sad.

He looked scared, almost. I could tell something was up,

"Frank what's wrong?" I asked. He looked like he was about to cry, he pulled me into a hug. I backed up, away from the door so nobody could see us, "Frank? Is everything okay?" I asked, concerned about him.

He let go of me,

"I need you to not panic about what I'm about to say, I need you to not give up on us either, okay?" He said.

That made me nervous, I had no idea what he was about to say. I nodded my head. He took a deep breath,

"I'm being blackmailed... people know about us. 3 people in particular. They showed me a picture that one of them took of us kissing under that bridge you took me to. They said they wanted you to raise their grades and then they would delete the photo and forget this ever happened." He went more into detail.

There's no fucking way...

I'm completely in shock, I mean I didn't think anyone would actually be around there.

Frank told me not to panic. It'll be okay. I think I'll call them all down, they can watch me change their grade and me and
Frank can watch them delete the picture.

I'm still just surprised this happened, "There's no way..." I started in.

I'm scared, honestly, I am.

They could've shown plenty of people by now. "I'll raise their grades, it's okay. It'll be okay, Frank." I hugged him again.

We both were nervous, I could tell.

I knew I shouldn't have taken this risk, but I wanted to. And I'm in too deep, besides...

...I think I'm in love with Frank...

We pulled out of the hug, and just sat there. I know we're in a shitty situation, but that doesn't stop me from thinking he's absolutely beautiful.

I really want to kiss him, but I'm in school. I'm not taking this risk again. He looked at me, he could tell by my facial expression that I was thinking about something, "What's wrong?" He asked.

I chuckled a little, "I wish I could kiss you, unfortunately I can't, since we're in school."

He smiled, "There's a supplies closet for a reason."

Fuck he's cute.

He sounded hot saying that, I know I'm in school but he has a point. I winked at him, and we went in the supplies closet, shutting the door.

I instantly pulled him in, not even bothering to turn on the light. Everything about Frank is just so perfect, I never want to leave him.

I started kissing his neck, I think I'm leaving marks on him, but I don't care, that's kind of my intention. 

We crashed into the wall, but it didn't matter. I kissed his lips again, digging my nails into the back of his neck. He intensified the kiss, to the point where he was practically biting my lips.

Turns out he was, but I liked it. My lips were actually bleeding.

"Fuck, I love him" I thought to myself.

It didn't matter anymore, I'm not gonna stop myself from saying that I love him.

He doesn't need to know yet, but I love him.

Time passed, about 10 minutes, actually.  Lunch was nearly over, and I had almost forgotten about the 3 kids blackmailing me and Frank.

We just stood there in the closet, not letting go of each other's grip, but just breathing.

Why is it that all he needs to do is breathe and I think he's sexy?

I ran my thumb up and down the back of his neck. I randomly blurted out, "Tomorrow I'm gonna call down the 3 of them during lunch and we're gonna sort all this out, okay?"

He nodded. There were only 5 minutes left during lunch.

We had to stop kissing, come out of the closet, and act like everything was completely normal between us

HAHHSHAHSBSBDHEHSBSBS I'M SORRY I HAD TO SAY COME OUT OF THE CLOSET I HAD TO IM SO SORRY 😂