You're only 17... (frerard fanfic) (teacher X student) COMPLETED

20: Frank's Diary

this chapter is basically going to be a diary entry of franks, since he doesnt have a diary hes using his notes app like us depressed fuckers who cant afford therapy heh heh... heh... anyways, i wont be doing this in any other chapters but this is basically how we start to add conflict into the story. DONT WORRY ITS NOT BAD!! THEY DONT BREAK UP OR ANYTHING SO IF YOURE STUBBORN LIKE ME AND WONT CONTINUE READING SOMETHING IF YOU DON'T LIKE HOW ITS GOING YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ITS NOT BAD!!! so yeah.. uhhh... killjoys never die :] idk what to say hahahha

Frank's Diary Entry: 

i never write in this thing, damn. i just dont have anyone to talk to about this. i would talk to gerard but this isnt rlly something i wanna say to him rn... i just get the feeling that he doesn't wanna be with me. ik that seems ridiculous, he just had me meet his brother, but its just that he seems a little distant. idk if its just me overthinking but ive always kinda worried that he doesnt rlly want me, he just doesnt wanna see me hurt myself. i mean, ig that means he cares about me?? but idk i just want him to be happy and i dont rlly think he is. i think i love him, but i dont think he loves me, and tbh i dont blame him. who tf would love me? im a stupid emo gay kid, but idk. we did fuck after all, haha. idk i cant fuckin tell, maybe i should talk to him abt it and ask if hes happy or if he actually wants to be together but what if he just says yea im fine even tho he isnt? or what if he says somethn i dont wanna hear like yea i dont love u or somthn jesus christ thatd be worse ahhh. wtf i need to stop overthinking im so fuhking stupid i should just jump out the fucking window goddamn. great, my dark thoughts havent stopped :D good to know. idk, hes helping me a lot with my mental health but what if thats all hes trying to do, what if he doesnt rlly wanna be together? idk :( im tired tho so im gonna go to sleep. since me and gerard sleep next to eachother maybe i can talk to him. goodnight notes app? idk i doubt ima use this again haha.