19: Mikey Way

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Gerard POV:

What are you supposed to say after you lose your virginity to your student?

Yes, I was a virgin before last night.

I have no idea what time it is, all I remember is having sex with him, and then we fell asleep shortly afterwards. It looks pretty dark out still, and Frank is still cuddled up to my chest, sleeping.

Hes so cute when he sleeps, he's so great and he's just the perfect person, I really want to tell him I love him, but it's too early.

I pick up my phone, quickly turning my brightness down before checking the time

1:19am

Shit, it's the middle of the night.. what time did we fall asleep?

He started to wake up after he felt me grabbing my phone.

"Gee?" he said, cutely and obviously still tired.

I kissed his forehead, "Hey babe" I said, squeezing him closer.

"stooooop" he mumbled out, half asleep.

I got a little concerned that I made him uncomfortable or something, "Stop what?" I asked.

He kissed my neck, "Being cute, it's too early for this shit." He replied.

I giggled, grabbed the back of his head and kissed his forehead again, this time for a long time.

"What time is it?" He asked softly.

I checked my phone again, "1:21 am, yeah.. it's the middle of the night" He nodded his head, "That's why I'm still tired. What happened last night?"

I squeezed him closer to me, "Ha, funny story... we f-"

He cut me off, remembering what happened, "Oh right, you fucked me. Haha now I remember." I kissed the top of his head.

If I'm being honest, I feel guilty. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to fuck him. I really think I'm in love with him, and even if he's 18, I just- it's so frustrating being his teacher.

If I'm being honest, I hope we fuck again sometime, but I'm his teacher, this shit is so risky.

I thought he fell back asleep, until he put his arm around my waist, hugging me. "Thank you for being in my life, I really don't know what the fuck I would do without you... I just... Gerard, I- I don't even know what to say other than thank you for existing." He said.

Is it wrong that I'm pretty disappointed that he didn't say that he loved me? I mean, I don't think he's ready for that, but we did just fuck last night.

"No, thank YOU for existing, babe. You're so perfect, fuck how did I end up so lucky?" I said, running my finger through his hair.

He kissed my neck, "I'm tired as fuck, I'm going to sleep. Night, Gee"

"Night, Frankie." I said. We both fell back asleep, It was fuckin early and we were tired.

time skip to shortly after they wake up again, at like 8 am

"I think I might dye my hair" I said to Frank, looking pretty intrigued by that statement.

"What color?" He asked.

"I was thinkin either I cut it short and bleach the shit out of it to the point where its basically white, or I cut it a little and dye it bright red" I said. He giggled a little, "You're goin ginger? Cute" I chuckled a little.

"It's not gonna look like Ed Sheeran or something but it'll be red and it'll be hot" I said.

"Dude if you look like Ed Sheeran I don't know what I'm gonna do." He joked. "I'm sure it'll look great, Gee" he said, kissing my cheek.

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