Chapter 9: What are we?

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We just sat there in the spot for what felt like hours. It was really only about 20 seconds, but I felt like I could stay there forever with him.

He finally broke the silence, "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that" He said.

So it's been confirmed, he does feel the same. "You don't either. The first day I met you I thought about you way more than I should've"

He smiled, and pulled me into a hug. I never wanted to let go of him, but eventually we did.

We didn't say anything for the rest of the movie, but he had his arms around me the entire time. There was only about 10 minutes left of the movie, and during the last commercial break, he took his arms off me and inched away.

"Frank, I'm so sorry... we can't do this..."

I knew exactly what he was talking about, but I didn't care. We could hide it from the school, and I turn 18 in less than a month.

"I know, but I want to and I think you do too," I said. He blushed a lot, and tried to look down, but I wanted to maintain eye contact.

"I do. I definitely do, but right now won't work. I'm your teacher, you're one of my students and it's against school policy. I'm just so sorry that I did that, I'm sorry I made you come over here I'm s-"

I interrupted him, "I wanted to come here, you didn't make me do anything. I kissed you back, it isn't your fault, and besides, I'm glad you did it because I was to nervous too. And we don't have to act like we're together at school. If we meet up later in the day then we're fine." I said.

He nodded. "You're right, but it'd be difficult. Twice when we were at school I've wanted to kiss you, one time even in the middle of class."

I think he remembered what he was talking about.

"I know... I have too, but if we hide it we'll be fine, right?" He looked back down again, "Okay, so maybe you're right, but wouldn't it still be kind of awkward? It just- wait... Frank, how old are you?"

Fuck.

I have to be honest, "I- I'm turning 18 on the 31st this month..." He nodded, looking disappointed. "I don't wanna wait a month just to kiss you again," He said.

"Me neither, but nobody has to know.. right? And if it's just kissing and stuff, it's not that bad?" I said.

I probably sound so immature and impatient right now. He nodded, "I- I guess. I don't know, I just wish things would work out perfectly." I grabbed his hands. "They will, okay?"

For someone who tried to commit suicide last night, I'm pretty optimistic.

"So as soon as I turn 18, we're making this official?" I asked. He didn't answer, but he pulled me in again, and we started kissing again. We were practically making out, but I was completely on board with that.

Gerard pov:

Frank's lips are soft. I want to kiss him all day, but I know eventually we have to stop.

Fuck, a whole month until this is legal.

I've committed small crimes as a teenager like trespassing and graffiti, but being in a relationship with a minor?

I mean, he's 17.

He turns 18 on Halloween, damn, that's a cool birthday.

But anyways, I feel guilty almost, but the truth is all I want is to be with him. I can't wait until he's 18. Today is October 3rd. This is going to be the longest 4 weeks of my life.

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