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Letter, death and Money ~ 18

Tw: Mention of rape, tonnage pregnancy and panic attacks

Nini pov:

I looked at the letter in my hand and then at Ricky. "We'll leave you two" Lynne and Mike said to me. I nodded my head, but I still looked at the letter. The door of the room closed and suddenly I felt like my whole world was spinning. Just the thought of what was in that letter had me freaked out.

My head was spinning, I felt like I could not breathe, and Ricky was oblivious to it all. After my Uncle well no, my Dad, after my Dad raped me, i started getting panic attacks. Just sometimes when i got reminded of what happened. It was something i have gotten used to and they actually stopped for a while.

Until i met him again, then they came back even worse. Over time i got pretty good at hiding them, well until today. This one was just way worse than any other I have had. It just didn't stop, normally I calm down after a few minutes but today I still haven't.

Suddenly I heard a voice, but I could barely concentrate on the words. "Nini breath with me" Ricky said to me. I did just that and surprisingly he did calm me down after a few seconds. "Thank you" I mumbled.

He looked worried but did not say anything. There was an akward silence between us, like both of us knewhad to process what had just happened. "Have you ever had a panic attack before today?" Ricky questioned me to break the silence. I nodded my head and looked at the ground, ashamed that I hid it from him. "It's ok Neens. It's not something most people like to talk about if it's not absolutely necessary." I looked at him with a grateful smile.

"I should open the letter." He nodded his head "Take your time." I took a deep breath before slowly opening the envelope. Inside was a paper folded in half. I slowly unfolded it and looked up at him for reassurance. He smiled lightly at me. That was enough for me to start reading.

Dear Nini,

If you ever read this it means that we failed to protect you. When Momma C and I found out that she was pregnant we, more her decided to keep the baby and you were that baby. You were our little girl, our world and we promised to protect you from all the evil in the world. That is a promise we could never fulfil. We should have protected you, but we somehow thought your father changed.

The day you were born Momma C told me that she wanted you to have contact with your father even after what he did to her, after talking it through we decided that introducing him as your uncle would be the best thing for everyone. At first, we only let him see you with us present, but slowly ge gained our trust back at least partly. So, when you were old enough, we started letting you and him alone, at first only for a few hours, then a day and then we let you spend the nights there. After a few years of you spending a few weekends per months there and you loving it we let our guard down, it is the thing your Momma C and I regret the most.

We should have protected our little girl, although you might have not been little anymore, but you were still our little girl in our heart. The day we found out that he did not only rape you, but he also got you pregnant we lost it, but kept strong for you.

There are a few things we never told you that you deserved to know a long time ago. Your grandparents, my parents they died right after you were born. After what your father did to Momma C they decided to not let anything for him in their will since they didn't think he deserved it. That meant I got everything, well I got nearly everything. The rest went to you. My parents they were Rich. They were millionaires to be exact and when they died they left me with three huge houses. One in LA, one in Salt Lake City and one in south France right near the coast. They also left 30 million dollars for me and 10 million for you.

Ever since the day my parents died your father was after the money. He gambled and did other things which caused him to loose all the money he earned with his job. Both your Momma C and I knew that he would do everything to get this money, but we thought that he would ask you to give it to him, not that he would try to kill all of us. He tried twice already and if you read this he tried again and killed us, but you survived. His plan was to get you pregnant with his child and then he would have killed the two of us first. After you gave birth he would have gotten rid of you or imprisoned you. He was crazy, we knew that, but we didn't think he'd go that far until it was to late.

He'll be after you until you prove that he is guilty or until he killed you. My dear daughter please be careful. Lynne and Mike know that he is dangerous and what he is after. You'll most likely be in their care right now, otherwise you wouldn't have this letter. We love you Nini. Please stay strong for us and live your life to fullest for us.

Sincerely, Momma D and Momma C

Ps. Keep writing music for us, we loved hearing you sing. Mike and Lynne will love it just as much as we did.

Tears were rolling down my cheeks and i was frozen. He wants me dead just to get the money. I couldn't believe it, my own father would have made me go through that. He nearly did it.

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So yeah, get ready for a lot like a lot of Drama

Thank you so much to Zazathepsycho for helping me write the panic attack and giving me a second opinion