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another moormeier

k-ARGHHHHH 

i yelled while pushing

who knew giving birth would hurt so fucking much

p-im right here im right here

he has been panicking the whole time 

i laid on the hospital bed with my legs spread pushing for dear life 

doctor-good kayla a few more pushes! 

i collected all the energy in me and pushed, tightening my grip on paytons hand

doctor-i see a head! 

i tiredly fell back onto the bed 

k-i cant im so tired

doctor-we are almost done kayla, just a few more pushes

p-you can do this angle 

k-shut the fuck up payton just shut the fuck up

i yelped pushing again as the next contraction hit

doctor-okay kayla one more big push, PUSH

i pushed with everything and thats when i heard a babies cry 

doctor-dad would you like to cut the umbilical cord?

payton shakenly nodded leaving my side and going to the nurse 

after he cut the cord the doctor gave the baby to the nurse and the nurse went to clean him up and weight him and stuff 

payton took a cloth wiping the sweat off my face

p-you did it baby, we're parents

he smiled widely

k-i love you

p-i love you 

he bend down and kissed me 

the nurse came back with our baby wrapped in a light blue blanket                  

nurse-heres ur small beautiful healthy baby 

she says handing him to me

i looked at him and all i saw was pure perfection 

his creamy skin with rosey cheeks and small plum lips, with little brunnet hair 

i placed my thumb on his cheek stroking it

k-he is perfect? 

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i held paytons hand as we went home

me payton and alex in the back seat of the SUV as max drove with about 4 more SUV's following with body guards 

me and payton decided to name him Alexander after a LONG conversation

after about 3 days they finally let me go home, i was getting sick of that place

i looked at Alexander that is soundly asleep

he barely cries, he has paytons chocolate eyes which i thought was absolutely perfect with his looks

guys my baby is gonna be the hottest guy ever 

m-boss we have company 

p-what.

payton said panic visible in his eyes

the walkie talkie that all paytons men share started going off

tayler-boss we have cars following us, they look like people from the south gang