Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

letters

p-please angle

k-no

i whined

p-ill cuddle with you and buy you lots of icecream

k-ok

he wants me to look after the base for 2 days while his in north carolina 

p-you have to be there at 8 am 

k-ok

i went to sleep 

..............next day..............

i got woken up by noen 

k-what 

noen-time for work

i put on ripped black jeans and a tie-dye crop top 

i went downstairs 

dixie hugged me 

k-whats wrong

dix-im sorry...shes gone

k-who?

dix-hope

i couldnt believe it i- the last time i saw here we fought 

i started crying i love her even tho she wasnt the best person

k-h-how

dix-a mafia....

i cried 

k-w-where-

k-they already left 

i nodded 

f-bubbels im sorry

i forgot she was still here shes really nice tho

i hugged her

f-payton told me to give you this

i opened it 

angle-

i love you and because i love you is that i lied to you....i have to go away for sometime a gang is after you bigger than mine can take and im driving them away they think it would be stupid to leave you alone so they think im your shadow so where ever i go they will come. ill be back angle. i dont know anything right now other than i love you and i will come back, you have my number we can talk once a week i have been trying to tell you this whole week but i honestly was scared of your reaction im a pussy. jaden will come back to take care of you and the mafia  until then my mafia and my car (dont crash it angle) is yours the mafia, they are under my orders to listen to you in everything, it breaks me to leave you but its for your own good, all yours -your demon 

i cried more 

he left but i couldnt be mad he is trying to protect me 

k-h-he left

dix-what

i gave her the letter she started tearing up 

dix-awww 

f-he will come back after all his the most feared man in the world 

i got to go 

i took the letter and put it in my phone case i got a phone call from payton

i answered

p-please stop crying

he looked and sounded sad

k-i love you

i cried

p-i love you more

i hang up