Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

that bitch

me and payton have been closer we haven't kiss again i think last time we just got caught up in the moment last time which is sad bc i think i might have feelings for him 

i woke up to jaden yelling and payton i walked out of the room and walked in front of paytons office it was sound proof but dummys forgot to close the door so i decided to listen

j-let her in!

p-i cant i cant be weak jaden!

j-you cant push what you feel for her away payton 

p-i can try

j-your going to end up hurting her!

p-so do you prefer her to hurt me!

j-shes not like that shes loyal!

p-how would you know!

j-bc she only talks to 3 guys me,you and josh and me and josh are her bestfriends 

p-ok and 

J-grow tf up payton stop pushing people that love you away kayla loves you but your too blind to see it cuz your wrapped in your mafia life!

p-you don't understand shes my weakness jaden i always want to make her happy but its too dangerous people are going to fucking use her against me

j-then will fight we will protect her 

p-and ill end up dead trying to do that!

j-how would that happen if shes always with someone shes never alone she hates it!

p-idk i just cant be weak!

j-enough payton 

i had tears in my eyes, him being strong is more than me i went in there and hugged jaden and sobbed 

j-shhhhh

p-why are you crying kayla

k-are you just going to pretend i didn't hear anything you said the past 5 fucking mins how being strong is more important than what you feel for me you have got to be kidding me payton i have been this whole timing falling for you for nothing because you don't care you selfish dick!

p-k-kayla

k-don't 

i ran out of the office and out of the house 

jh-kayla 

k-take me to the mall now!

jh-ok get in 

p-kayla 

k-drive josh 

he drove 

jh-why are you crying 

k-because payton doesn't care about my feelings 

josh phone began to ring 

k-who is it 

jh-payton 

k-don't answer

jh-i have to his my boss 

k-give me the phone 

he did and i rolled down the window and threw it in front of the car and he ran it over

jh-wtf kayla hes going to kill me!

k-hes gonna have to kill me first 

we got to the mall and we went in 

jh-what do you want to buy

k-lets go to forever 21

jh-k