Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

throwing

i woke up its been days since me and payton are back and his been really serious and at work all the time he gets mad easily 

anyways i got up and showered and changed blah blah blah 

i walk downstairs and payton is sitting on the couch i sat next to him and lay my head on his shoulder he tensed up but i just brushed it off 

e-do you have work today 

p-yes 

he kissed my head and got up and walked out the door with jaden 

he didnt even say i love you before leaving like always

i sigh and walked to dixies room i knocked and walked in after hearing a faint 'come in'

d-hii

k-hi

d-whats wrong why you so sad

i explained

d-wait no way, jaden has been the same!

k-really?

d-yeah 

k-what do you think it is 

d-i have no clue but lets do something to get our minds off it 

k-swimming 

d-ouuu yes 

i nodded and ran to my room and put in a swim suit on i grabbed a towel and meet dixie down stairs 

faith walked in 

f-i got something for you 

f-i didnt finish it before but here is your wedding gift 

she gave me a book i opened it and there is pictures of me and payton 

the one with me and payton in towels- how did you get the picture and a bunch of these

k-how-

f-i hacked everyone phones and took all the pictures of you and payton 

i smiled 

k-i love it 

f-i knew you would 

she skipped into the elevator 

i looked throughout the pages but stopped and put the book under my pillow and walked to dixie i jumped in the pool after putting my stuff on a pool chair whatever they are called 

me and dixie talked and swim for a while and then got out i showered and changed into sweats and paytons hoodie 

i walked down stairs just as the door opened and an angry payton and jaden walked in payton walked right past me and didnt even look at me...ouch 

i ignored the fact that is really bothering me like im his wife 

i ate and stuff and got fed up with whats going on i marched to paytons office where he spends most of his time in now i opened the door 

p-im busy 

he said not even looking at me

k-yeah i noticed since 4 days ago

i said coldly 

p-kayla let me work

the words 'kayla' re looped in my head 

k-"kayla"

i said hurt 

k-payton you haven't called me kayla...ever...you never do