Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

numb

numb-emptiness or despondency

paytons pov

shes numb....thats all i could come up with to describe her current state, im worried for her and for the baby. 

its been a week which out hearing her laugh a week without her being herself a week since shes been doing everything in her power to find avani

she wont let me help.

she hasnt been eating....she sits on a chair looking out the window all day not even saying a word

she hasnt slept a lot i make her sleep......

im currently getting her food because shes going to eat weather she likes it or not 

we had a funeral for ant was absolutely beautiful...all white 

angle wanted it to be as bright as possible just as he would want 

-hi welcome to McDonald what can i get you 

p-could i have 10 piece nuggets and-

.........................   

i walk inside the house and up to my room where i know she is 

i knocked on the door lightly and came in just as i thought shes sitting on the chair looking outside to the great view of LA

p-angle 

she didnt say anything i got closer 

p-angle?

her eyes are glued to the glass wall shes not even blinking 

i put my hand on her shoulder lightly and she flinches and snaps out of it

p-hi

k-hi

she whispered 

p-i brought you food

k-im not hungry

her voice is low and shaky

p-babygirl you have to eat....please

k-payton i said im not hungry

p-if not for you then for the baby....he or she must be hungry 

k-i guess

p-will you eat

k-fine

i took out the food and started feeding her 

k-im getting closer to finding her 

p-really?

k-yup.

she ate in silence after our short conversation

p-lets get you a nice relaxing bath 

before she could protest i gave her my best glare as to tell her thay she had no choice but listen 

she slowly got up from the chair and i picked her up 

normally she would laugh or giggle but this time she flinched i quickly put her down in front of me 

p-you flinched....i touched you and you flinched 

kaylas pov

he looked hurt....really hurt 

k-im sorry

i whispered 

he grabbed my hands softly and sat me down on the bed with him