Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

it was

so this is whats happening 

i pushed payton onto the couch in his office and

im sitting on paytons chest 

p-no

k-please paypay

p-no i have to work

k-im more important...hopefully

p-you are but i dont wanna drive ask josh

k-not here

p-bryce

k-de-cant

p-whats wrong with bryce

k-hes just sad

bryce has been locked in his room not eating or talking to anyone 

p-jackson

k-sleeping

p-jaden 

k-date with dixie

k-nvm ill go by myself

i said walking out the office door

p-no wait ill go

i smiled

i grabbed his hand and we walked outside it is really sunny

i want to go target because i wanted candys and am running low on facemask

addison is ok just staying at her house calling me once a day

josh is fine hes talking to someone idk who he wont tell anyone 

bryce hasnt left his room since addison was here a 2 weeks ago at out pool

jackson is still the same but more annoying

jaden and dixie have been going out hes happy 

dixie and i been hanging out when the boys are at base and she is happy with jaden even tho is not official yet

payton is still his loving dickish self and is still wearing those suits 

noen is still with us and his fine

the dogs are fine 

and lastly me....im great actually

we havent heard anything from dylan and hope i dont really care either what they did was nit okay and i am not forgiving them any time soon

p-we are here

k-yay

he parked really far from the entrance idk why

we walked in i took a lot of facemask and candys

payton paid 

k-thanks

p-no problem

we went outside and it was pouring what happened to the sun 15mins ago?

payton took off his suit jacket and put in over me 

p-ill go get the car

i nodded

i call max the guard

max-yes ms.moormeire

wha-

k-miller*

max-mr.moormeire said to call you that

k-well anyways go to chick fil a and get me the order 8

max-ok

i hang up just as payton came back with the car i ran in

he was soaked and the white shirt was now see thru you can see his a-

p-like the view

i nodded and bit my lip

he chuckled

he put his hand on my thigh with his thumb playing with my shorts my breath picked up

p-relax in not going to do anything

he chuckled

i calmed down 

we got home and max gave me the food

i walked to bryces room and kocked

no answer i know his in there i can hear him sniff

k-bryce its me

no answer

k-please open the door

i heard moving around and the lock click 

i slowly opened the door 

the room was a mess glass and blood everywhere clothes everywhere the tv was broken the plant pots 

he sat on the ground by the bed crying 

i placed the food on the ground and hugged him he cried and cried

k-let it all out

b-i miss h-her

k-ik you do try talking to her

b-h-how

i grabbed his phone and texted addison

bryce.

hey can we talk? please

read

mamas.

sure where?

bryce.

my place?

mamas.

sure meet you in 30

read

i smiled 

k-shes going to be here in 30 so take a shower and eat 

i gave him the food and he nodded excitedly

i started cleaning his room i threw the clothes on his bed i picked up the big glass and put them in a bucket i got from joshes bathroom he said i could use it 

i then grabbed a broom and cleaned everything up throwing it in the bucket 

i dragged the tv to the hall and the bucket for the maids to pick 

i started folding his clothes 

he came out of the bathroom dressed in black ripped jeans and a button up shirt

b-thank you k 

i nodded and walked out

i went downstairs 

and the intercom ringed i picked it up

max-there is a lady here demanding to speak with mr-

k-let her in 

max-ok

i hanged up 

a knock came to the door i opened it and it was