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paytons leaves for 3 days imma die

i yawned 

me and payton have been talking for like 3 hours its now 6am 

p-tired?

i shook my head but my dumbass self had to yawned after .........i was tired but i wanted to spend time with him

payton got a phone call 

p-talk!

i giggled bc of his bipolarness

p-bitch what do you mean what am i doing i'm with my girlfriend what do you want quinton!

awe he called me his girlfriend 

p-WHAT!

i grabbed his hand and rubbed it calmly with my thumb

he placed his hand on mt thigh and rubbed it with his thumb which calmed him down 

p-find but if angle kills you i wont stop her!

i was confused now

p-quinton i fucking know i have to bye 

and he hanged up and looked at me 

p-i have to tell you something and your not gonna like it 

he said calmly i was now scared

k-a-are you cheating o-on me?

p-what? no never why would you think that 

his words calmed me down ....a lot

k-well i'm not the best looking person and you could do so much better-

p-what no your perfect its hard to find people like you i'm lucky asf everyday i get to spend with you

k-people like me?

p-perfect, beautiful, smart, goofy,childish,strong, kind hearted ..i love you and only you

i think i'm gonna cry omg 

i sat on his lap and kissed him 

we started making out after 5 mins he pulled away

p-as much as i want to keep kissing you i have to go 

k-what?

p-thats what i had to tell you i have a mission in North Carolina ill be gone for 3 days 

k-what no please don't go 

p-i have to

he said getting up and walking in the elevator i followed 

k-but your the boss

p-exactly why i have to go 

k-but who i'm i gonna cuddle kiss and annoy

p-eh you can annoy josh 

k-what about the other 2

p-baby i need to go and its only 3 days we can text and call 

k-i guess 

i said sad

p-please don't be sad ill miss you too 

the elevator stopped on jaden's floor 

k-is he going too?

he nodded and we walked out the elevator and down the hall to his door talking the whole time

k-i hate your job sometimes

p-why don't you hate it all the way

k-because you look extremely hot when your angry and murdery