Emotionless to Emotions (P.M)

my inner demon came out to play

i watched as payton turned pale i ran to him i watched his body hit the floor i ws screaming and crying 

i took paytons nice of him and popped grffins tires so he cant run away and the took him out of the car and stabbed him in the leg i ran to payton he was awake 

k-baby 

i cried 

p-shhh its okay but if i died promise that you will live your life and dont torture yourself 

k-what no your not dying 

k-JOSH JADEN SOME HELP PLEASE

i screamed 

p-you know i love you more than i love anyone in this messed up world 

k-your not dying payton please fight if not for you then for me 

his eyes were closing 

k-i need you 

p-i love you 

k-i love you 

his eyes shut i screamed and took him and put him in the car i drove to the hospital 

they took him in the bed and rushed in 

nurse-stay here 

i nodded i couldn't stop crying i texted eveyone to come to the hospital i didnt say why

after 30 mins they all came i ran to jaden and hugged him 

k-i tried to but i didnt run fast enough

j-its ok hes going to be okay

the nurse came out

nurse-we are doing everything we can but he most likely might not make it 

i fell to the floor sobbing then rage took over me i grabbed on of the chairs and threw is across the room i ran out of the hospital i went back to the house and destroyed the living room 

if your wondering where griffin is hes downstairs tied up i want to have payton be the one to kill him 

i went down there 

k-I SWEAR I WOULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW BUT I WANT PAYTON TO DO IT

g-HONEY  HES GONNA DIE

i punched him ....beated him 

i went back upstairs 

i locked up the living room 

it had doors 

i took the key and up it under my pillow 

i ran back out and into the hospital dixie ran to me and hugged me 

i have been crying this whole time i dont know what im going to do if he doesn't survive this...chill kayla hes the strongest person i know 

nurse-ok so we got to control his heart rate and stuff but

k-but what tell me 

nurse-hes...in a coma 

i sobbed and sobbed 

nurse-want to see him 

i nodded 

i followed the nurse to his room before going in i asked 

k-can he hear me 

she nodded 

i walked in the room and sat next to the bed on a chair i couldn't help but cry i hate seeing him look like this 

i grabbed his hand and held it 

k-i-im so s-sorry baby this is a-all my fault i m-miss you i miss your kisses your hug 

who im i kidding i miss all of you i just want us to be home eating icecream me annoying you 

cuddling even if i have to make you. i love you payton please do leave me i will wait i will wait years if i have to in order for you to wake up i will come everyday i love you 

i kissed his head and walked out 

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hey loves ill update later im tired! so sorry for the short chapter