Between Us

63. Childhood promises can be hurtful

Maura intertwined are fingers and we walk to my bedroom. Sam follows us and locks our.bedroom door. " Jane will be rough with each other and Maura will be as  soft as possible but it will hurt.  I  brought the Patron in if you need more shots." Jane has me sit at thr foot of my bed and she sits on my lap." "Jane you are already wet and we haven't done anything." Jane doesn't answer and Sam takes my hand after she unzips her jeans. Maura is kissing my neck abd nibbling on my ears. Sam places my hand down her panties .Samantha is wet but not as much as Maura. I lick Samantha's  fingers.I  get closer to Maura and she grinds harder on Jane. Deb is on the tv watching and tells me what is happening. " Jane I am here to answers your questions and observe.As you can see I am soaked and I am not there.  When a person knows they are going to be part of their bodies react and gets ready." Sam takes off my shoes. "Sam is removing her clothes to get you excited more so Jane can feel more pleasure with you.How wet are you?" "Deb I feel like I peed on myself but didn't." "SLAP MAURA HARD AND REMOVE HER TOP AND BRA AND THAN BITE DOWN ON HER BREAST THAN TELL ME HOW YOUR BODY IS FEELING AND YOU." Maura screams and smiles at me. Sam licks my neck and places the restraints and whip on the bed." I feel excited seeing Maura pleased.".Sam will remove your clothes now.  "  Remove Maura's clothes. Push Maura down on the bed and make love to her but rougher and notice how her body responds to you?" I  am making love to Maura and she is cuming more and quicker. My body is sweating more and shaking.."I am cuming and no one is in me. ""Choose a harness and use the dildo that San hands you.  Don't ask Maura if she is ready. use two or three thrusts to get inside of her and rock hard.Sam will do the same with you but a smaller one." " Oh daddy just like that yeeees dont stop and I ooo fuck me Jane. " "Maura you are bleeding. I am stopping." "Jane as long as she isn't bleeding heavily,  she is okay. keep going , she will tell you if its too much for her. Pinch, slap bite or whatever else you do when you make love to Maur.JANE IS SCREAMING AND SAM CONTINUES AND MAKES JANE BLEED A LITTLE AND PULLS OUT AND LICKS HER CLEAN. Sam kisses me and licks Jane clean. Maura sits up and holds me."Jane they are giving you a break because the next part will be worse..Tell us what you are feeling."

"First thank you for not making me bleed more even though I know my back will be. I felt powerful and aroused quickly and came harder than ever before.  I was cuming without anyone being inside of me . I just don't like hurting Jane  " " Babe look at me. You are not hurting me. My sex drive is in overdrive and my endorphins are blocking the pain.If someone else was doing this to me that I had feelings of love and care than it will hurt me.Drink another shot of patron and water. Go relieve yourself if you need to." Sam and Deb I am going to do the next stage with just Jane. I don't want her to feel ashamed of and I am afraid she maybe if either of you are watching. Go enjoy phone sex and Deb thank you you too Sam. I kiss Sam. Sam get your clothes to Afterwards,  I  just want it  be us two without worrying."  I turn off the tv and log DEB out and Sam leaves. I lock the bedroom door.
Jane comes out and sees the tv off and Sam gone. Jane sits next to me. " Thank you. I know from our childhood that we would share things even if it hurt so we could understand more. 
Babe I appreciate you doing this for me to understand, but this isn't easy for me and having Deb and Sam seeing me being like that didn't help, well some but not all..promise me for now on if we share things its just us. I am ashamed of what I did to you and what was done to me. This is not love at all babe and no one can change my mind either. MA didn't realize you were into this. She did admit she had seen it done to someone she cared about and left.  seeing it ended their friendship.  I  don't want to do anymore.  If I did, I don't think we could be lovers or best friends anymore. I just want to take a shower  and get this filth off.of me. I  want just you and I go for a ride. please only us. We can stay at your family beach house and leave from there to go California.  I will pack up everything I need for the trip. please Maura. I  don't want to talk to no one else either."  " Babe Okay, you take a long  shower and I will join you after I talk to Sam and Deb. I  love you Jane and thank you for allowing me to show you a part of it." Jane hugs me tight and doesn't let go right away. Jane gets up to take  shower. I leave to go to the guest bedroom. "Babe is she okay?"   I call Deb and put her in speaker.  "Jane didn't want to do the other part. She is hurt and ashamed that you two saw her that way. SHE REQUESTED ONLY HER AND I TO GO TO MY FAMILIES BEACH HOUSE TONIGHT AND LEAVE FROM THERE TO CALIFORNIA.  SHE FEELS IF SHE DID THE NEXT PART THAT WE WOULD NO LONGER BE  LOVERS NOR BEST FRIENDS AND OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD END.  SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE NOR TALK TO NEITHER OF YOU UNTIL WE ARE IN CALIFORNIA. I WILL NOT LOSE HER AS MY BEST FRIEND OVER ROUGH SEX.  IT AIN'T HAPPENING. I MAYBE CHANGING MY MIND ABOUT IT TOO. SHE DOESN'T SEE HURTING SOMEONE AS LOVE. I GOTTA AGREE WITH HER ON THAT. I STILL WANT US TO BE LOVERS BUT ROUGH SEX MOST LIKELY WILL NOT BE FOR ME. IT HURT JANE SEEING MY BODY MARKED UP BY SAM AND SHE QUESTION MY LOVE FOR YOU TWO IF I ALLOWED IT TO CONTINUE. WE WILL SEE YOU IN CALIFORNIA. I KNOW I HAVE BOSTON BRANCH STILL TO DEAL WITH. JANE IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN THE BRANCH EVEN THE ISLES FOUNDATION.I WILL PASS THE WORKLOAD ON BOSTON TO ANOTHER EMPLOYEE." I pack my stuff and kiss Sam bye.  I  join jane in the shower b::