Jane Rizzoli and Maura Isles have been friends since junior high school. They always have been there for one another in the good and bad times. We knew each others secrets.
We both loved the same gender. Betrayal, learning from experienced women...
I am thinking to myself while driving us back home that I can't believe Christopher is donating tonight's tickets, merchandise sales all in the memory of my parents. He told me he would donate each year to the cancer center because he knew me and Joey do it every year. I was so touched. I arrive at the condo and wake up my fiance. JANE said, 'No MA not now.' I bring in all the equipment and go back for her after I lock her Honda up and secure it with her steering brake lock club. I pick up my fiance and carry her inside. 'MA I didn't do it. PLEASE, believe but I cannot tell you who did.' Jane grabs her cheek and rubs it. 'MA hitting me won't change anything.' I have no idea what she is having a night mare of, but she still is asleep and hits me hard before I put her in bed. I get her boots off and her top off before she starts fighting in her sleep. I block what I can and straddle her to keep myself self. Jane finally calmed downs. I go get some ice packs and get undress but sleep in the guest bedroom. I finally pass out from exhaustion and pain. I wake up around two and I still have some of my clothes on but no fiance. I call out for her but nothing. I hear snoring coming from the other room and enter and see Samantha sleeping with ice packs on the comforter and I see bruises on her face and arms. I remove the ice bags and cuddle with her and Samantha wakes up. "Jane please don't sleep in the same bed with me. My body is sore enough from you. " " What are you talking about?" She tells me and I profusely apologize. I go back to our bedroom to sleep but really didn't sleep much feeling like crap for hurting her. I get my lap top and find a psychiatrist. I make an appointment with his service for later on today. I finally fall asleep around sunrise. I get up to get some tylenol and here Jane's lap top beeping for low battery . I am getting ready to shut it down when I see ptsd and a psychiatrist name. Seeing me with bruises has pushed her to seek help now about medications on top of her therapy may help her I don't know.
I wake up and leave Samantha a note.' I am so sorry for last night. I have some shoots with two rappers not one. I also have something that I need to take care of. I will be home late downloading all the photos and getting them ready for courier to pick them up. Love Jane.' I go to Oakland California to meet the rapper Drake and Ice T. Ice T photos took less than 30 minutes to do. Drake his shoot in the community of Oakland took four hours to do. I leave Oakland and pick up Jack in the Box. I finished my food before I get to psychiatrist appointment. I completed all the background information and what I am hoping to get out of it. Dr. Eagles tells me he can prescribe me one prescription for now but tells me the side effects so be aware. I write him a check for today's session. He wants to see me before I got to Europe. Its late and Samantha is asleep. I cannot take coffee with this medication so I make some hot tea and start working on the photos. I kept my cell on silent so I could focus on the shoots and Dr. appt. I didn't realize that I had many messages and texts from family and friends. One message is from Samantha. She wants me to wake her up. I take my anxiety pill Xanax and the side effects are scary. I enter our bedroom and leave the bottle of medication on the night stand and wake her up. " Jane how did your shoots and errands go today?" " Real busy and long. I am printing the pictures and downloading some. Otherwise, it was okay." I was hoping she was going to tell me about her psychiatrist but doesn't. I lean over to her side to get all the magazines and papers from today on Christopher. I am surprised she didn't see them, but I notice she has an anxiety medication like mine but on a lower dosage to start off with. I didn't inquire. I will just look out for side effects if any occur, since I am familiar. "Babe you made it big more than Blake and Brad." I show her all what I purchased." I review them but not excited like I should be because I am still upset with myself for hurting her. Thanks these are nice "
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