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O26 ҂

Moon Eunji's

I waited for him, ang lamig ng hangin dito sa night view.. nakajacket na nga ako giniginaw pa din ako..

"Eunji" narinig ko boses ni Jungwon

"Oh andito kana pala, upo ka dito" sabi ko while I patted the chair beside me

He quickly sat down and looked at me..

"Ano kailangan natin pag-usapan? And at this time pa talaga.." sabi nya habang napakalmot niya yung ulo niya

"Uhm ano kase.." sabi ko

"Hm??" he mumbled as he pouted

I was hesitating again pero I had to do it for my friends..

"Sina Hena and Soojin kase.. uhm they feel bad na, di na daw kase ako nakakasama sa kanila. Hindi naman sa galit sila sayo pero they just feel disappointed thinking na why you always ask me to go out with you.." I said as I lowered my head down, feeling bad..

"Ahhh.." he sighed, lowering his head while swinging his feet

"I'm sorry pero nacucurious kase ako kung bakit..? Ba't kailangan moko isama sa lahat ng lakad mo? And I kind of feel trapped na rin.. hindi sa parang kinukulong moko pero it's like you're not letting me hangout with them anymore.." sabi ko, fiddling with my fingers as if I'm scared that he will never talk to me ever again..

"First of all, sorry.. sorry kung they feel like that towards me and you. And I'm also sorry if you feel like you're trapped by me.." he apologized, suddenly putting on the hood on his jacket..

"Uy don't feel bad, I'm just saying naman.." I said as I held his hand, ang lamig.. cold as ice, nilalamig ata toh..

"Huy ang lamig ng kamay mo" sabi ko

"Wala yan.." sabi nya, he's voice suddenly changed? parang naiiyak? hala..

"Naiiyak ka ba?" I asked as I took a glimpse of his face

Di na man sya teary-eyed.. perhaps nervous..?

"May gusto din akong sabihin.." he said, suddenly holding my hand tight.. ba't ako kinakabahan?

"A-Ano yun?" I stuttered as I really felt nervous

He looked at me, and then looked away.. taking a sigh and then finally speaking up..

"Look Eunji.." he started talking, I can feel shivers to my spine kase di ko pa toh nararamdaman.. ba't iba yung feeling ng pagkakaba..

"I like you.. ever since I saw you at school.. di ko lang nasabi sayo noon, I was too shy to approach you. Yes, I knew you before we bumped into each other sa bakery.. sino naman ang di makakilala sayo na ikaw nga ang 1st honor nung grade 8 ka pa" sabi nya, I suddenly felt empty.. nablanko yung utak ko. My heart is beating so fast like it never happened before..

"Y-you knew me ever since grade 8 pa ako..? Wait wha-" nalito ako kaagad, how come I never knew him when he was in grade 9? Like how-

"Oo Eunji.. like I said, I'm a loner. I don't go outside always.. and I was stupid nung grade 9 pa ako, kaya di moko nakikita sa stage nung recognition day.. di den naman ako nasali sa honors" sabi nya

I cleared my throat.. making sure na totoo ang nangyayare.. he suddenly looked at me with a serious look-

"Pwede ba kita maging girlfriend?" he asked, I suddenly felt butterflies pero..

"Sorry but.. isn't it too soon for us? I mean-" napahinto ako sa sinabi ko nung binitawan nya yung kamay ko and stood up, walking away..