Accidental Roommate

Part 36

-mistakes everywhere, not edited-

A/N this part is about Godt and Sim

Sim wakes up from his sleep, his head is spinning like ceiling fan that he cries holding his head. He groans in pain and try to get up from the bed, he hates hangover but he always drink alcohol to has a good sleep.

"Are you okay?" Godt rushes to Sim's side and help Sim to sit properly, he offers tomato juice for Sim.

Sim frowns hard when he heard the voice he hate for years. He was with Tae last night, what happened and why Godt is in his house.

"Go away you jerk!" Sim pushes Godt away and makes Godt slip from the bed to the floor.

"Drink this first, I will leave when I'm sure you are okay" Godt try to consoles Sim because he is worry about Sim's condition.

"I'll never okay with you here, I hate seeing your face! I hate hearing your voice!" yells Sim but he regrets his action fast when the pain attack him again.

Godt sighs, Tae is true that Sim will never listen on him, no matter how hard he try. Godt pushes Sim on the bed and pin both of Sim's hand. He will force Sim to listen for his reasons. It may be too late but Godt wants to start a new relationship with Sim. He loves Sim after all.

"let me go! You are hurting me!" Sim protest and try to free himself but fail.

Godt feels guilty when Sim said he is hurting, he never wants to hurt Sim but this is the only way to make Sim listen to him.

"I will let you go but I want to talk about our past properly. I'm not asking a chance from you, I'm forcing my way. Now, you listen to me, drink this juice, refresh yourself, eat breakfast and we will talk after that. Clear?" ask Godt stern, he means every word.

Sim frowns harder but he is not in a place where he can protest against Godt. He nods his head with a glare, he will chase away Godt from his house, he will call police if he has to.

Sim did everything Godt told him and now he is eating a simple breakfast made by Godt. It taste good and he feels a lot better, his headache become better too.

"You can leave now, never ever show your face in front of me again!" Sim chase Godt out but Godt remains still on his seat.

"hey!" Sim gets up from his chair and pulls Godt's arm to leave his house. Godt stay long enough already.

Godt let Sim pulls him to the door, Sim opens the door and attempts to push Godt away but Godt turns his body and pinned Sim to the door. Sim try to free himself but Godt's grip become tighter on his wrist.

"Tae is right, I need to tie you and tape your mouth to make you listen for me"

"What?! Tae! Tae know about that stupid night?! You told him?!" Sim is in rage, he shut his mouth about this story for years already.

"first, that night is not stupid and the most memorable night for me" Godt's eyes soften at that, he really cherish that night with Sim.

Sim scoffs not buying whatever Godt said to him. For him Godt will be forever a jerk and a player.

"it was a nightmare for me!" yells Sim clearly, it's hurt Godt but he knows Sim is acting this way because a huge misunderstanding.

"I didn't tell Tae, you told him when you were drunk" said Godt and Sim curse himself for telling Tae his dark secret.

"What you saw and knew that night was a misunderstanding" Godt try to tell his story but Sim unwilling to hear it and still focus on freeing himself from Godt. He doesn't want to listen to anything.

"shut your mouth! I don't want to hear anymore lies!" Sim struggles to be free and Godt struggles to make Sim remain in his arm, Sim is a man and strong too.

"listen to me, please. Its hurt when you hate me without knowing the truth. Its hurt me to be hated by you" Godt has tears in his eyes, that able to make Sim close his mouth shut.

Godt start to tell Sim everything that he told Tae, his grips on Sim become less tighter when Sim looks calmer. Godt continue his stories and at the same time to see any reaction from Sim. Sim is quiet all the time while listening to him.

"I stopped sleeping around when we were together. Till today, I'm still waiting for you" Godt hugs Sim tight. His heart beating so fast right now.

"I love you and I still love you." confess Godt sincerely.

Sim remains unmoved because he is thinking hard about what Godt told him, he don't know whether it's a lie or the truth. If this is just misunderstanding, his pain his suffering all this times just useless.

"I know it's hard for you to trust me but I never lie to you, I never lie about my feelings for you" mutters Godt more. He needs to convince Sim this time, he wasted years already.

"but you left me, you left me when I told you to" Sim remembered the day he curse at Godt and wish that Godt will never show his face in front of him again. Godt left.

"I don't want to leave but I have too. My mom and my father were divorced. My mom remarried someone from Australia. I had to follow her because my father never want me. I was lost alone, I have nowhere to go. I'm sorry I left" Godt can't look at Sim, he is ashamed with himself.

They were students back then when they don't have thier own money to build their own life. They were young and needs family to support their lifes.

"I wish I was stronger that time, I wish I have money so that I don't have to follow my mom. I'm happy with you, my life is with you but I can't even protect it. I'm sorry" Godt falls on his knee. He is so weak that he can't protect what he loves the most.

Sim is speechless, he thought he is the only one suffering in Thailand, he thought he is stupid for giving his heart for Godt. He is stupid for making his own assumptions all this time, hating a man that has his heart.

"it's been years Godt. Its too far to make it right" mutters Sim. He admits that he is wrong in this matter too but he is clueless to what he should do.

"You don't want to make it right?" ask Godt sounds broken and pitiful. Sim looks at Godt fast.

"I don't know how, how to turn back where we left off"

"I'm not turning back to our past. I want a future together. Do you want to have one with me, together forever?" Godt is begging for Godt to accept his proposal.

Sim stares at Godt for a long time, he can see sincerity and love from that eyes. Sim smiles a bit and runs to Godt, kneeling and hugging Godt tightly in his embrace.

"I'm sorry for being stupid. I'm sorry" apologise Sim deeply.

"I'm sorry too. I love you"

"I love you too" Godt is stunned when Sim replies his confession. His tears flow down his cheek.

"stop crying!" scolds Sim with a chuckles. He kiss Godt's eyes and forehead. He is so stupid for being stubborn.

"I love you" mutters Godt more and aiming to kiss Sim but Sim stops him.

"no kissing. You should take a bath and brush your teeth first. Please refresh yourself and become handsome again and take me for a whole day date. We need a lot to catch up" Godt laughs at that, Sim is back to his old self, his Sim is back to him. He can die happy now.