Accidental Roommate

Part 41

-mistakes everywhere, not edited-

Tae was awake first before Tee, he orders breakfast and refresh himself. He brought a few clothes because he already planned to bring Tee home soon, he will not force Tee but at the same time he needs to make Tee make a faster decision.

Tee starts moving in his sleep when he smells something delicious, he opens his eyes slowly, he smiles watching Tae, Tae is really here with him.

Tee decided to put down every walls he has in his heart for Tae, he knows he feel better this way too. For how long he can be stubborn and denying happiness and his feelings toward the older man.

Be more accepting is the best decision he made. All this time he always thought that be alone is better, loneliness eating his soul slowly. Stubbornness bring him nothing but pain, he regrets takin this long to realise nothing is wrong if he opens his heart to accept more people earlier.

His thought stops at there when Tae comes to him and kiss him on the cheek, he is more accepting but it's still weird to be lovey dovey like this. They don't even declare their status yet!

"Phi! You can't do that, we are not in relationship yet" mutters Tee while trying to push away Tae's face from him.

"Do we need to start with the first step?" ask  Tae with a sigh. He thought of skipping the first step, jumping directly into boyfriends, fiances and then husbands.

"this is my first relationship, can't it be proper?" ask Tee with a cute pout. Tae can't win against that so he chuckles and nod his head. Whatever Tee want is his command.

"Please be my boyfriend Tee?" ask Tae sincerely, he loves Tae and everything can see how sincere he is.

Tee feels shy suddenly, his heart is beating real fast. Love is indeed something miraculous.

"Yes" Tee smiles widely and Tae can't help but showing his gummy smile with the answers that he wants to hear.

Tae tackles Tee to the bed, laying together on the bed and staring in the eyes.

"Thank you Tee"

"Thank you too, for never give up on me" Tee caress Tae's messy hair softly.

Tae smiles widely and try to kiss Tee on the lips but Tee his head away. Tae frowns this time. Why?

"I need to brush my teeth and take a shower. Please" plead Tee. He doesn't want their first kiss to be bad.

Tae nods his head and let Tee get up from the bed, he watches Tee disappears into the bathroom. He touches his heart that beating real fast, he is nervous and so happy with their new relationship. Who knows being in love can make you feel like your heart almost burst out. It's hurt but a good hurt.

Twenty minutes, Tee is ready with new set of clothes and ready to eat the delicious breakfast. Tee is brushing his teeth thoroughly because he wants to give the best kiss ever, at the same time he is nervous to the fullest.

Tae pulls Tee's hand to the table, he will initiate the kiss for another time because right now he is hungry and he has something to tell Tee.

They both enjoy their breakfast while talking about small things. They are new in this but they try hard to make it work. Even simple touch make their heart blooms with happiness.

Tee tidies the table while Tae planning what to say first. He needs to bring Tee home sooner.

"Tee, can we talk now?" ask Tae when Tee is done with the food and walking to him.

Tee realise that he can't run away from the reality forever. The reason he end up here, he needs to face it no matter what. At least he settles one of the mess he has in his mind.

"come here" Tae calls Tee to him, Tee sits beside Tae on the couch. Tae holds Tee's hand softly.

"how are you feeling about the news?" ask Tee softly.

Tee turns sad when Tae ask that, he doesn't want to talk about it but he has to.

"I'm angry and feels betrayed. I live all this long without knowing my father, I thought he was dead. He accidently appears and claimed me as his son, saying he loves me and my mom. Its hurt because he just appears now, not when my mom was suffering. She could has a better life if he find her earlier" Tee starts crying when he pours out what he has in his chest. The truth hurt him real bad because his past is not wonderful like other kids. He was suffering since he is small.

Tae pulls Tee into his arms and rubs Tee's back softly, he hopes he will able to lessen the pain Tee had.

"I don't know what to feel phi. Why now?" ask Tee sobbing painfully.

"I'm sorry Tee. Its my fault, I investigate your past and maybe because of me, you met your father" Tae is scared to admit it but he needs to tell the truth to Tee.

Tee is silent for a moment because he is thinking of this, he puts the pieces together and he understand why he did internship with Godt.

"I assumed it at first but it turn out the truth. I thought you want to see your family again. I'm sorry for giving you this pain" Tae doesn't regret his actions but he regret making Tee this sad.

"Uncle Thar, my por and your mom. They were best friends. Uncle Thar and your mom are in love but Uncle Thar's family disapproved their love. They did something to separate them, Uncle Thar married Godt' s mother first because his family forced him to do so, they divorced after Godt born to this world. Uncle Thar found your mom again, they were still in love but something happened one day that make your mom run away from Uncle Thar. He can't found your mom, he kept trying but failed. He loves your mom so much, till today no one know why your mom run away and hiding. No one knows the real answer" Tae explains the real story to Tee but he can't dig up everything.

Tee silently listening to Tae's story. His mom never talk to him about his real father and she never wants to talk about it. Tee decided to stop wondering who is his father. 

"Godt is really happy he found you, he hopes with you in their family your father will accept him as a son. Tee, not everyone get everything they want in life. Dann and I, we never get the love from our father but we already get enough love from our mother even though it's for awhile" Tae caresses Tee's cheek softly, tears keep flowing on it.

"This is your chance to be happy again, with a family. Maybe Godt will finally get the love he craves from, you can be happy too"

"really?"

"Maybe. I don't want to force you Tee but you have life in Bangkok. Your study, your internship, your family and your handsome boyfriend" Tae grins at the last part making Tee chuckles a bit.

"Yeah. I should be grateful for having another chance to have a family" Tee decided to go home where his heart belongs. Tae is more than happy to hear that from Tee.

"we need to go now. Uncle Thar is in hospital because of heart attack. He and Godt need you"

Tee almost faint when he hears the bad news, without thinking much he tides his belongings and ready to go. He needs to see his father and brother. Tae should told him that at the first place! Tee can't even be angry with Tae now.