deranged

seven

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jeongin's deafening screams were the reason hyunjin was unable to work properly. he was to call yuri for another update but he couldn't focus as with every time he tried to walk away from the door, he was immediately consume with immense guilt.

eventually he went to the right wing of the mansion where he locked himself in the furthest door, drowning his own in loads of work that was more than important. trying his very best not to run back.

his hands would always twitch as it crave to have the younger within his grasp. he regretted punishing jeongin but he needed to be taught a lesson if he is to stay here. he is hyunjin's slave after all.

it was around 1am when he finished half the work, hyunjin had completely lost track of the time as he sat back. he stretched his sore neck and cracked his fingers before he stood up, desperate to see jeongin.

he ran through the carpeted hallways and his fingers were shaking as he reached the younger's room, piercing screams no longer to be heard. he felt panic rise into him as he agitatedly rattle the door open.

"kitten?" when he opened the door, his heart fell at the sight. the blue haired boy had his knees hugged to his chest and he had long, deep scratches engraved in his skin. his body was shaking ever so lightly with every step hyunjin took.

"i'm not crazy. i'm not crazy.." jeongin continuously mumbled as he started rocking his body back and forth, face hidden still in the depths of his knees.

"baby.." hyunjin caressed his hair and he was surprised when the younger suddenly jolt back up, eyes set widely with no plans to blink and his mouth into a permanent smile that gives the elder goosebumps.

"jinnie?" his face fell into realization and soon enough his bloodshot eyes started to tear up once more. when he spoke his voice was so raspy and hoarse it made hyunjin feel shittier.

"what did you do to yourself?" he quickly unlocked the handcuffs that made his wrists turn purple almost black. he was restricted, how could he possibly scratch his knees this badly.

as soon as he was freed jeongin collapsed into hyunjin with series of sobs coming from his quivering mouth. he weakly clung on to his shirt while the elder carried him on his lap, wrapping his arms around his petite frame protectively.

"they hurt me jinnie. why did you let them hurt me?" his voice repeatedly cracked and soon he started to hiccup. hyunjin felt like he was being tortured with how much guilt he has.

"jinnie is sorry. he's here now, he's not going to let you get hurt anymore." then he swiftly stood up with no effort, crawling on to the bed and letting jeongin lay on the mattress.

no one hurt the younger other than himself. he was being hunted by the monsters only he could see. taunting and twisting his mind into believing they do exist right in front of him.

"shh baby don't cry. i'm here to protect you." he let jeongin lay on top of him while he caressed his back in order to soothe him.

"where were you?" slowly his voice was now beginning to waver into nothingness. hyunjin took his wrist and placed small kisses on them, trying everything he could to make jeongin feel better again.

"i had to work kitten and you had to be taught a lesson. from now on, you do as i please to prevent things like this from spiraling out of control again, understood?" there was still a hint of strictness in his voice and in response jeongin just whimpered and nodded.

"sleep with me. please." the younger pleaded and they both knew he didn't mean it in a sexual way. jeongin needed someone to look out for him while he was out and vulnerable.

ever since last night, he felt extremely protected not even a single nightmare erupted from his mind as he slumber. hyunjin was like a dream catcher but the one that actually works. it was as if when he's beside him, jeongin was more than safe.

"i won't go anywhere." hyunjin repeated his words from last night. the younger adjusted himself until he was comfortably snuggled on top of the elder.

jeongin was out immediately while hyunjin struggled to sleep as he was worried the younger would hurt himself again. he stayed until the clock beside them struck 3am, caressing and playing with his blue strands.

the boy on top of him made him feel less lonely, knowing that it wasn't just him who was psychotic and there were two of them. hyunjin didn't need anyone then.

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jeongin awoke to the feeling of sunlight hitting his pale skin. he felt worst than before as his throat was dry and lips extremely patched. when he reached beside him, he felt no one. hyunjin was already out of their room.

he sighed before he decided to stretch and go out of bed. today he decided to take a shower since it's been at least two days since he last did and he was starting to smell and look rough.

he peeled the ragged clothes from his body before he went to the bathroom connected into the room. jeongin didn't bother on closing the door as it seemed like hyunjin wouldn't be in here anytime soon. he was always busy.

the cold tiles made his feet numb a bit so the younger quickly rushed into the glass shower. the walls were black marble specked with golden splatters, giving the room a very dark vibe. jeongin loved it.

he had trouble finding the actual knob for the shower as there were an unnecessary amount of things installed inside.

"need help?" he heard a voice behind him, making jeongin bite his lip as he turn to face hyunjin who was already taking all of his bareness in.

he waited for no response as it was obvious the younger was struggling and so he slid the door open. jeongin's breathe hitched in his throat when his face were only inches away from his.

he slowly backed away and winced a bit when his bare back hit the cold tiles. hyunjin guarded him by putting his arms on each side of his head. slowly he reached down, teasingly touching the sides of jeongin before he turn the shower on.

the water immediately drenched the two of them and hyunjin's white shirt was sticking to his body, perfectly letting jeongin see through the flimsy fabric. the younger couldn't help but run a finger down to his abs, clenching his thighs together as he did.

"i still need help." jeongin murmured, locking his arms around his neck and pulling the elder closer to his face until the tips of their noses touched. hyunjin watch as innie handed him the body wash, making him lick his lips.

he was about to reach for the loofa but then jeongin shook his head. he looked perfect soaking wet as water drip from his hair down to his lips. hyunjin was getting a hard on.

"use your hands, hyung."