deranged

eight

jeongin was a whimpering mess as he threw his head back, granting more skin for hyunjin to access. his poor knees were buckling and the only thing keeping him up was the elder's left hand holding his waist.

his soap-lathered hand massaged just the right places, making sure each and every inch of his younger was clean. suddenly he went down on his knees for his sensitive parts. jeongin was already erect like him.

"couldn't control yourself kitten?" hyunjin taunted before he fondled with his length, earning a moan from jeongin. his small fingers tugged on his long hair shooting an immense pain on his scalp.

gently he continued to clean him ignoring the dirty sounds the younger was making. when he was done he grabbed the shower head and rinsed jeongin well. the boy couldn't even keep his eyes open as he breathed raggedly.

"you're already wet, take off your clothes jinnie." he begged whilst he tugged on the drenched shirt. hyunjin leaned into him as he panted, letting the younger remove his shirt for him.

"baby i have at least 7 men waiting for me downstairs for a very important discussion. we need to stop." you know you don't want to stop hyunjin.

"what could possibly be more important than me?" he scoffed while looking up with a pout that hyunjin could never resist. it was only making his hunger grow and his patience were wearing thin.

"nothing."

everything seemed to be in slow motion as hyunjin pushed jeongin against the tiles in a hard way, his nails digging deeply into his waist and no doubt it will leave claw marks later on. he bit on to his neck hungrily, letting all his lust for the past three years take over.

jeongin moaned with a huge smile on his face, hands wrapping around the elder's head. his cries were like drugs to his ears and soon enough he was already drawing blood from his now bruised skin.

hyunjin sucked on it mercilessly like a vampire, loving how metallic it tasted on his tongue. he craved more and more as he began to be addicted.

"please jinnie i need you inside me." the younger whimpered and he didn't care if sounded too desperate. he wasn't even going to hide it, he wants the blonde to touch him now.

hyunjin suddenly grabbed his legs and wrapped it around his hips, slamming jeongin against the wall once more making a pleasure-filled cry leave his lips. the elder growled against his neck as he feel every ounce of self control he had very little in himself leave.

not now. hold on a little longer.

"even if you beg with your pretty face stained with tears of blood, i wouldn't still do what you're asking of me kitten." at his words jeongin felt a pang in his heart. he wasn't supposed to feel any of this weak shit, why would he? he doesn't feel regret nor guilt when killing his mother, his own blood.

but hyunjin was entirely different. he made him feel a little less heartless, in fact he made him feel emotions he'd forgot he even had. to jeongin, everything he does had an impact on his life because the elder understood him. he appreciates him.

"am i not pretty enough?" his face became emotionless as his hollow eyes stare at the blonde who suddenly stopped from decorating his skin with huge hickeys. hyunjin was panting, failing to focus with the immense lust and need he has.

he felt bad the younger even thought of that awful thing as he was far from being not pretty. he was more than perfect to hyunjin and the reason why he wouldn't touch him fully yet was because he was afraid he couldn't stop once he started.

"i don't fucking want to ever hear that bullshit out of your mouth." he gripped on his chin making him look directly into his eyes once jeongin start to look down, trying to blink the tears away.

"each and every inch of you," hyunjin inhaled sharply as he shut his eyes close. "keeps me up all night. my mind wanders off to the endless possibilities with what i could do with you." he saw the younger's lips quiver as he try to stop a sob.

hyunjin lowered his face until his lips brushed with jeongin's. the lips he'd been dying to taste ever since he caught a glimpse of him.

"you don't fucking know how hard it is for me innie, to have you sleep on top of me and not touch you in ways i wanted to." he gripped on the younger's thigh tightly while he let the tears fall freely with the water from the shower. "i've waited for you for 3 years. it's not because of what you're thinking okay?"

jeongin looked at him with glossy eyes as he sniffled."what is it then? what's stopping you." his voice was so quiet, so soft its making hyunjin weaken.

"that's the problem. nothings gonna be able to stop me, innie. once i've caught a taste of you, once i'm inside you...i'm afraid i wouldn't be able to control myself."

"but i'm ready to take the risk." the younger pleaded as he cradled hyunjin's face in his hands. hyunjin look at him and shook his head.

"let's wait a little longer baby. just trust me, yeah?" although he was severely disappointed, jeongin looked at him and nodded. he wore a frown on his face and he was ready to leave but then hyunjin surprised him with something he could've never seen coming.

the elder parted his mouth agape using his tongue before it slid inside his warmth. jeongin was quick to respond as his tongue immediately fought for dominance. the kiss was more than euphoric while the water still drip on them.

he tasted sweeter than hyunjin could have ever expected.

although out of breath, no one dared to pull away. jeongin started to thrust his hips forward making hyunjin moan. finally their lips left each other, and the younger's mouth was left swollen and bruised.

"you better get back to your men jinnie."