deranged

twenty

| fluff content before i post the violent parts heehee

"it's been so long since i've been outside," it was around midnight and the two were still up as they struggle to fall asleep.

the effect of the brownies had now left jeongin and it was just a mild headache he's feeling right now.

" you're only allowed to go out when you're with me." hyunjin replied as he ran fingers through his soft blue strands.

the younger sighed on top of him, adjusting his position so that his groin wouldn't hurt. "you know i won't go anywhere without you jinnie."

"good boy." he mumbled deeply making a shiver crawl up jeongin's spine. the scratchiness in his voice and the praise makes him weak because he's a sucker for those.

"mhm...only for you." how he said those few words made the elder smirk in satisfaction. lazily he wrapped both arms around his waist to pull him so that their faces were now leveled.

"innie." he shut his eyes and leaned his forehead towards the little one.

"yes?" their voices were merely a whisper as their breaths mingle with each other.

"i hate myself." his long lashes were tickling jeongin's skin and at his statement, the younger brushed his button nose towards his.

"but why?" the boy was carefully straddling him and he was playing with hyunjin's long hair. both of them had their eyes shut, enjoying how serene the atmosphere was right now.

"another man has touch you, abused you without me knowing. i failed in protecting the only thing that matters to me. " he inhaled sharply. "i'd never be able to forgive myself for this."

"jinnie no one abused me.. i'm okay, see?" he gently opened the elder's eyes with his fingers before connecting their lips for a kiss.

hyunjin easily caught his lips in his teeth, face contorting as if he was in pain. he bit jeongin's lips making sure to draw blood before sliding his tongue inside his mouth.

his hands immediately went down to cup the younger's behind. one hand was massaging it roughly while the other slipped up under his shirt to caress his back.

the boy on top felt his eyes roll to the back of his head as hyunjin's hand felt cold against his hot, bare skin.

"h-hwang." when he broke the kiss to breathe, the elder hastily attacked his mouth with a burning kiss once more.

loud panting and wet, sloppy sounds from the kiss filled the air.

blood were smeared across their chins and the blonde was sucking jeongin's saliva from his mouth aggressively, flicking his tongue inside and swallowing the younger's juice.

"mhm." he moaned in content as he never seem to get enough of how the blue haired boy tastes. his adams apple bobbed up and down as he drank what he could.

then suddenly he felt his partner gripping on his hair, so he finally pulled away.

"light headed already?" he asked breathless, their lips looked more even plump seeing as how they suckled on each other mercilessly.

"yes. i'm sorry but i feel like i'm going to pass out soon if we don't stop." jeongin replied shyly while his chests rise up and down at an increasing pace.

hyunjin chuckled and as he did, his eyes disappeared into thin lines making a smile crawl on the younger's face.

jinnie you're so perfect

he brushed his blonde hair back and ran his tongue across his lips wherein he tasted a mixture of jeongin's blood and sweet saliva.

"come here, it's okay." the elder ushered him to lean into his chest so he obeyed, snuggling into him deeper. "were you aware of the things you did earlier at the kitchen?"

"we were at the kitchen?" he innocently looked up, confused as to what hyunjin was saying.

"mhm. so you don't remember a thing?"

"jinnie what did we do?" he felt a pit in his stomach while the other one was busy cackling by himself.

"well it all started when you got high-"

"h-high? what...h-how...HYUNJIN!"

with his small fists he started to bang on the elder's chest whose laugh got more obnoxious. it was heaven to jeongin's ears but he tried to ignore it as he was supposed to be mad at him.

"ow! baby stop it-" he held both his wrists with just one hand, trying to stop him from hitting further.

the poor boy was flushed, ear and cheeks turning a soft shade of pink as he pout at hyunjin.

"what did you do to me." he whined, making the blonde soften for his cuteness. the tip of his button nose was even tinted with red.

"calm down they're just hash brownies." he whispered, brushing the younger's hair out of his face so that he could see those fennec eyes.

"harsh brownies? is that why my head's still pounding right now?" his eyes glistened with curiosity and he doesn't even know he's being so adorable right now.

"hash baby, not harsh."this time he couldn't help but pinch jeongin's squishy cheeks although there wasn't much to pinch as his face was too sculpted.

those high cheek bones looked like they could slice.

"what's that?"

and that's how hyunjin stayed up all night to educate the younger about drugs because that's just how good of a hyung he is.

eventually 4 am rolled and jeongin was now fast asleep beside him wherein he was using his arm as his pillow.

the blonde can't feel his arm now as it was numb from the weight but he didn't move, he wanted his partner to rest before they go out and commit a crime.

"i'm gonna rip that motherfuckers head out of his body." he growled, glaring at the empty wall in front of him. veins bulged from his arm as he clench his fists.

"and i'll do it with my bare hands if i have to."