At First Sight (COMPLETED!)

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Aly’s POV

I really don’t know what to do with my bestfriend! She’s going nuts! AS IN! How can a girl stupidly follow a guy? Sabihin ng CRUSH niya! That is still unacceptable. That girl! She should know her limits or better, she should stop liking that guy! LOOK! May girlfriend na ito yet she keeps on liking him!

I was really like WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH MY BEST FRIEND?! Ako yata ang aatakihin sa mga pinaggagagawa nito.

“Aly, are you still angry at me?” Si Shan. Hindi ko namalayan na dumating na pala siya. I have so many thoughts dahil sa kanya. I am not really angry with her, I am angry with what she did.

“Shan, I am not but look, that Dylan has a girlfriend. So please, will you stop –“ Hindi na naman nito pinatapos ang sasabihin ko. Sumusobra na ito. Cutting me when I am saying something seems to become her habit.

“Kung ang asawa nga naaagaw, ang boyfri—“ Pinutol ko din ang sasabihin niya. Akala niya, siya lang? Syempre gantihan lang iyan.

“So, gusto mong maging mang-aagaw?!” Pinalakihan ko na siya ng mata at itinaas ko ang boses ko. My goodness Shan! Alam kong marami ng lumalabas na movie na pang-mistress! You know, No Other Woman, The Mistress, A Secret Affair, but don’t you ever dare to be one!

“Hindi naman ganun e. Malay mo…” Sagot nito sa akin. Hindi siya makatingin sa akin. Malay ko? Haay nako. I don’t really nderstand why girls keep on hoping. Shitty unrequited love.

“Why hope, when there is no hope Shan?” Seryosong sabi ko sa kanya. Here am I again, doing a heart-to-heart talk with my best friend.

“Because I’m holding to my emotions. You, Aly… What will you do, if the man that you like is unfortunately in a relationship?” Malungkot na sabi nito. Pero naalala ko ang line na iyon, Sa No Other Woman medyo inedit naman niya. Unfortunately married kasi iyon. Anne Curtis lang ang peg ni Shan ngayon. Dahil talaga to sa kanunuod niya ng movies! Pero hindi ko na pinansin iyon.

“I’ll let go Shan. Because when you love, you’ll get hurt. And love doesn’t always mean having your love by your side, it also means letting go. Letting go of him so that he can be happy. A kind of happiness that you can’t give. Happiness that he can have with someone and unfortunately that someone is not you.” Pahayag ko. Oh sorry Shan, but you really need to hear this from me.

“Are you sure that I am not that someone? How can you be so sure? You can’t see what’s coming! Hindi mo alam ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. So let’s stop talking about this crap!” Lumakas na rin ang boses niya. Galit na yata. Ako pa tuloy ang naging villain. I’m just… Hayyy…

“You’re just blinded Shan. You can’t get everything that you want lalo na kapag yung gusto mo, pagmamay-ari na ng iba.” Sagot ko naman. Pero parang mas nagalit lang siya. But that is true… You don’t always get what you want. -_-

“Huwag mo akong idamay sa pagiging malungkot mo. I know you’ve been emotional when it comes to love but then let me love someone whom I like. Don’t stop me Aly. Are you really my best friend?” Napapikit ako. Galit na nga siya. Watch your words Shan… I’m helping you here but you seem to misunderstood it. >.<

“Can you hear yourself Shan? Are you really Shan?” Sabi ko sa kanya.

“Shan, wake up. Wake up girl. Not that Dylan guy, ok?” Mahinahon ng sabi ko sa kanya. Shifting of emotions. Mygosh!

“How can I stop, when I can’t?” Mahinang sabi nito at tumakbo papasok sa kwarto.

Napailing na lang ako. Mukhang kami pang dalawa ang magkakaproblema dahil sa kagagahan niya. Those GAGA hormones of her is always active! I’m just concerned but she seemed to misunderstand the reason kung bakit ako nagagalit sa pinaggagagawa niya.