Travis’s POV
What the hell is she doing here? Ang alam ko sa Diliman siya pumasok pero bakit siya nandito? Kung kailan ko pa kasama si Aly tsaka ko siya makikita. Grabe! Hindi ko man lang alam pero hindi ko na siya kailangang isipin. As I said to Aly, I only have my eye on her. So please Travis, do great this time.
“Bye!” Kumaway pa sa akin si Aly. Iyon lang at iniwan ko na siya sa apartment nila ni Shan. Dumiretso ako sa tinutuluyan ni Ralph.
“O bakit ka nandito? Si Ralph iyon.
“Hindi mo ba alam?” Seryosong tanong ko sa kanya.
“Malamang hindi ko alam, kaya ako nagtatanong diba?” Pang-iinis pa nito but I don’t have time for nonsense.
“I mean, you already knew that Ina’s studying here.” I said straight. Napakunot ang noo ko.
“Of course!” Pinagmalaki pa nito na alam niya. I clenched my fist.
“Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa akin?!” Galit na tanong ko sa kanya. Classmates sila nung highschool so alam niya talaga.
“You told me before not to talk about her.” He said matter-of-factly. I bit my lip. Napapikit din ako. Bakit kailangan dito pa?
“Bakit hindi sa Diliman?” Tanong ko. I need to relax.
“Because you’re not there. Simple as that.” Sabi niya. Umupo pa siya sa tabi ko.
“She liked you.” Sabi pa ni Ralph. Those words, I don’t want to hear.
“I mean she never stop liking you.” Ngumiti pa ito.
“And I don’t like her and I like Aly and if she won’t mind, she can leave this university. For Pete’s sake! Studying here because of me?!” Napatayo ako sa galit. What the hell is really going on?
“She’s not studying here because of you, it’s because of herself.” Sabi ni Ralph. Mas naguluhan ako.
“But that’s still bullshit!” Sigaw ko pa rin. I can’t think straight.
“It’s not.” Pagkasabi niya nun ay umalis na ako . I don’t really get it. I mean she left me before so why come back now?
Naglakad ako pauwi. Nakakatawa talaga minsan ang mundo, kung kailan nakalimutan mo na yung isang tao tsaka sila babalik sayo. Pero hindi na ako tulad ng dati. Hindi na ako magpapaka-g*go.
Ina’s my ex. Junior high siya nun, ako senior. Naging kami. It lasted for 8 months. Sana mas matagal pa kaso nakipag-break siya. I’ve done nothing wrong, I’ve been faithful to her yet she left me. She gave so many excuses and many non-sense crap but whatever she said just added on the reasons why I hate her. It’s love turned to hate.
Gagraduate na daw ako at magkakahiwalay na kami. Is that a valid argument? She must study Philosophy 1 first. That’s totally non-sense! I mean, what kind of reason was that? When you’re away, love will fade easily? Is her love that shallow that it will fade easily? Crap!
Lagi pa niyang sinasabi sakin na SHE LOVES ME FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER! Halos hindi ko mabilang yung ever and ever but then I started not to believe in FOREVER anymore. I now learned that FOREVER has its own limits. Shitty forever… PAASA. So I won’t believe anymore if someone will tell me that she’ll love me forever because the word itself is fallacious.
Shan’s POV
Malapit ng mag-seven. Hindi ko ma-explain ang nararamdaman ko. Kaba, takot, lungkot… Grabe, puro negative yata ang nararamdaman ko. Isama na ang feeling na parang natatae. >.< Pero ito yung gusto ko, yung sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko, yung wakasan ito.
BINABASA MO ANG
At First Sight (COMPLETED!)
Dla nastolatkówThis story will also feature different places in our university. The story is a half fictional and half non-fictional. Some of the situations are experienced by the authors and others are just products of the writer's creative mind. READ. VOTE. COMM...
