It's been a while
since this has happened
I'm feeling something that felt ecstatic before
But I'm afraid this time
I've been denying it all this long
But I need to sort this out
I keep waiting for his replies,
Check my phone over and over again
For him to say something, anything
And I think I have started to relate
to love songs all over again,
But this time I'm not fearless
It's haunting my soul
at the mere thought of it
It's so true that we
won't be together for long
So why can't I stop myself
from dreaming bout him in my future
and I try to convince myself
It's just a phase,
It'll pass with time
But time seems to stop
When I hear his voice
And I can't stop admiring
how perfect can a guy be
Then it just flashes before my eyes
The last time I felt this
I lost a part of me
just to never find her again
But I just can't get enough of him
and his perfectly explanatory flaws
Sometimes I think I don't deserve him
But a part of me
Wants him to be
besides me,
when the rains falling down
besides me,
when I'm feeling all drained out
besides me,
in a movie theatre
besides me,
Watching the beautiful sunsets
on the rooftop with me..🌆
It's so true
that we won't be together for long
Oh, it's just a phase,
It'll pass with time
I won't have to worry bout anything going wrong
It's a phase
It's just a phase
And time will pass.
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2021: It's a feeling
Şiir2021 is more than just a "year" and a wild rollercoaster which is not going as we would have wished for it to be. In this collection of short poems/songs I got to express all those ineffable feelings that used to haunt me and somehow penning it down...