Psycho (lashton)✔

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//Luke//

"Ashton-" I started as the metal door closed behind us.

"Shut up," Ashton mumbled, his head in his hands at he sat up on his bed with his new found energy.

"Make me," I blurted, standing with my hands on my hips in front of him. Ashton lifted his arms up, tugging at my wrists until I was pulled into his lap, his lips roughly connecting with mine, his hands slipping to my ass as he lifted my legs round his body and pulled my hips closer to his.

"Shit, baby," Ashton groaned, "I'm sorry." Ashton breathed, pulling me further into his lap and moaning.

"It's okay," I mumbled against his lips.

"No, it's not," Ashton said between kisses, "I was a dick, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, Ashy," I repeated, letting him kiss my neck.

"I want to fuck you so bad right now," Ashton breathed, pulling away, his eyes darkened with lust.

"So do it," I shrugged.

"I want it to be perfect for you," Ashton blurted, "I want to find a way out of this place and make it perfect." he said, looking me right in the eyes with his forehead pressed against mine.

"But Ashton, I want you," I blurted with a whimper, rocking back and forth in his lap, letting out a whine, "Ashy I need you." I whimpered as he used all his energy to straddle me, a breath hitching in my throat.

"I swear to God," Ashton warned, his breathing heavy, "I will not take you here."

"Why," I whined, wanting nothing more than to have sex with the Curley haired boy who I was rapidly and uncontrollably falling in love with.

"Because," Ashton sighed, "I want it to be perfect, okay?"

"I'm not a virgin," I blurted and Ashton pulled away, "I lost my virginity to my ex boyfriend, Calum."

"Oh," Ashton mumbled.

"But I didn't love him," I blurted, "not like I love y-" I started but Ashton smothered my mouth with his hand.

"You can't love me," Ashton begged, "you're too good for me."

"No, Ash, don't say that," I said sternly and Ashton climbed off of me and sat down on the floor.

"Reality check, Blondie, we're in a fucking mental asylum, I'm a psycho. I killed my last boyfriend," Ashton snapped.

"But I-" I started but Ashton began to cry, his knees pulled up to his chest.

"No, no, please," Ashton begged, grabbing his head and crying into his knees.

"Ashton?" I climbed off the bed and ran to his side.

"N-no," Ashton whispered, looking me straight in the eyes, "I'm so sorry." he blurted before lifting his hands to my neck and choking me.

"Ashton no!" I screamed as his grip tightened, my breathing getting more and more difficult.

"Luke- I- I- stay away from me," Ashton cried, pushing me hard away from him, "I- they want me to hurt you- I don't want to hurt you." Ashton let out a scream through his cries, tugging at his hair in agony. I cautiously crawled over to him, not even thinking when I kissed him.

His hands were still shaking but he stopped sobbing as he melted into the kiss.

"What the fuck were you thinking?" Ashton whispered, "I could have really hurt you, Luke. Oh my god I could have killed you. Oh god." Ashton covered his mouth with his hand and stared at me.

"No, you wouldn't have," I said surely, "y-you scared me, Ash, but we're okay." I said shakily.

"I love you baby," Ashton whispered.

I love you too, I thought.

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a/n
I don't think I breathed while writing this entire chapter
~Teddy