hating the love

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Uncle Daryl and Carol left for a run, they've been gone for some time. If he doesn't hurry I'll have to leave without him. I dont want that, I want him to come with he wouldn't, no he couldn't leave them. These people are family.

I can barely think about leaving without almost crying. I love them and I hate that. I knew staying here I would become attached to them. But if dying means I can save them all I'll do that. I don't want to leave uncle Daryl, he lost dad already and I don't think he can take losing anyone else. I know he loves me, dad to.

But I love him to much to not give my life so he can live. "Let's go" Abraham calls. Uncle Daryl was suppose to been back, he's dead. Thats the only reason why he hasn't been back, he knew that I have to leave soon. I sigh and hop in the van. I look out the window to my group, most of them hate me but I'm only doing this for them. I stare at Carl, he pushes past everyone and climbs on the bus. "Carl!" Rick shouts. Glen steps in front of carl as he climbs on the bus I can't hear them but whatever he said made glen move. Carl walks back here to me and sits next to me. "What?" I ask starring out the window. "I love you. I know my dad says I'm to young to know what love is but, I do know what it is. I seen the way my dad looked at my mom when he first seen her, and-and that's the way the group teases me as the way I look at you" he rambels. "I don't want you to die" he adds in.

"I'm dying for you all.-" I pause and look at him. "I dying for you, your sister, your dad, everyone who didn't make it. This is all for them" I tell him. He sighs and hugs me. "Can you say it back? So I know if its true?" He asks lightly. "I love you to carl" I sigh. He nods and kisses my cheek before standing up as rick storms on the bus, glen stands in front of him and mumbles something. Ricks shoulders relax and he nods slowly making his way back here. "Bye kid" rick sighs and rubs my hair all around. I swat his hand away and look up at him, "bye old man" I sigh. "You done?" He looks to Carl. Carl nods and looks down, "OK head off." Rick sighs and pats Carl's back. "I want you to try to get a cure without you dying. If its possible, we all do still love you." He sighs. "I'll try" I look up at him. I grab his neck and pull him down to hug me, "you can brake a hip for me old man" I let out a sad laugh.

"Always have"he sighs. They get off the bus and I stare at everyone rick brings Judith on the bus. After saying by we drive off.

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