Merle's hidden Daughter

the worse time

"Negan its night, who ever you were waiting for obviously isnt showing up. Lets go already." I groan. I was sat squished in a truck, Negan insisted that we wait until they show up, "Now" One of Negans men came running over whispering. They all began running around doing shit and I grabbed my weapons ready to fight, "Jasmine" Negans voice came out low and quiet but it was commanding. Looking up at him questioningly I fight to hide the frustration I felt for being dragged here to do absolutely nothing. "Stay in the car, i dont want you to see this side of me" He sighs. "Ne you told me to come along for this exact reason" I reply. He stares me in my eyes for a minute before getting out and locking me in. "Negan!" I screamed and repeatedly punched the window. I sat back against the seat upset and angry, I felt my tears leaking. I wasnt sure why I was crying, but it was like something felt wrong. It felt like forever had passed but it couldnt have been more than an hour. I lay down and slam both of my combat boots against the widow three hard times and the window shatters. I climb out getting cut on my side, but I slowly walk through the woods. I come to the clearing and stop as my heart stops, there on their knees at the will of Negan was my old group. "It" I heard Negan state before 'Lucille' slammed down onto Abrahams head.

"Noo!" I scream as loud as I can, my voice cracking. Negan said something before slamming back down again, and again, and again. I was screaming but time was going slow and no one was paying attention to me. I got closer and Daryl lunged and punched Negan, before getting hit and thrown back to his knees. "See that was a no no-" I couldnt hear anymore when me and Glen made eye contact. "Jasmine?" He mouthed. All I could do was nod as tears fell from my eyes.  Out of no where the bat slammed down on his head and I actually screamed this time running to Glen. Two of Negans men scooped me up and held me down on my knees forcing me to watch as he then continuously beat the pile of mush that was once Glen. "Let her go" Negan commands. I stand up and choke out a sob as i weakly stumble over to where Glen was and drop to my knees crying. "Jasmine!" Daryl called. I turned to him and ran over to him tackling him landing on top of him and hugging him tightly, crying into his chest. A hand ripped me off of him and threw me a couple of feet away. 

Negan was the one to throw me, he pulled Daryl up and punched him. Before Rick moved some, "Im-Im gonna kill you" Ricks voice rasps out. Negan slowly turned to face Rick with that sickening amused look in his eyes. He takes his time walking over to Rick and I ignore everything and stand up before getting held back. "Glen?" I ask  hoping for him to get up and say hes ok and to hug me. For him to rub my head and ruffle my hair, and for me to get annoyed and swat his hand away before he tickled me. I wanted him to hold me and tell me he loves me and that everything will be ok. But all i got was a pile of brains and blood laying there, tears kept flowing out of my eyes. "So jasmine I take it you know them?" Negan states but makes it sound like hes asking. He knew I did, "They are my family Negan" I state. He grabs Rick by his collar and starts dragging him towards the rv. He stops right in front of me, making rick look up at me. "Say your goodbyes now" Negan looks me in my eyes and smirks, I couldnt see any trace of the guy I looked to like a father. "Dont you touch her" Rick growls out. Negan smirks and leans close to me before grabbing me by my hair roughly and smashing his lips against mine.

He finally moves of when Rick is about to break free of his hold and looks at me, his eyes a darker shade filled with desire and he smirks. I do the only thing I could held like this, I spit on his face. He raises his fist and punches me as hard as he can, and i gasp as my eye begins to swell already and the pain is to much that i start to feel dizzy. He drags Rick off to the rv and after a minute of quietness it drives off and I fight the guy holding me. I break free and grab the gun my dad gave me and shoot two of the guys here. A bunch of them run at me and I shoot two more in the stomach, before the gun is knocked out of my hands and I get punched in my face repeatedly before I black out. I jolt awake when I feel a kick to my stomach, Rick was pushed out of the rv that pulled up. Negan walks out next and tells Rick that Daryl is feisty and that hes keeping him, my rage grows and despite my pain I get up and run as fast as I can to Negan. I get one punch on him before im thrown, "ugh" I groan in pain as my back arches off the ground, "Get her ass in there to" Negan states coldly and im picked up and thrown in the van as well. 

"Jasmine" Daryl rasps and pulls me to him holding me. "I love you Daryl, I love you Glen, I love everybody. Tell them that Daryl" I croak out, my chest heaving and small breaths escaping my mouth. "Shut up" Daryl snaps crying. "Stay awake! Get yer ass up!" Daryl demands sounding more desperate and broken then ever. "Im to tired, let me be with glen, with Merle" I breath out. Daryls cries fill the van and he squeezes me close to him, "I love you, Kill Negan. Make him pay, for us, for all of us" I tell Daryl before my eyes close and everything goes dark.