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I dropped onto the floor right after I seen the bear trap close on her leg. I knew she couldnt handle all this pain, she was strong but not strong enough. "Please help me!!" She screams and grips my shirt tightly. I slowly pick her up, letting my tears fall as she winces and cries into my neck. Its all my fault I got her hurt. If I never put her behind me to please Maggie this wouldn't have happeed. I promised myself and her I'd take care of her, ever sense when we came back without her duchebag father and she looked up at me with a tear stained face.

"I'm so sorry jas. I'm so sorry babygirl." I cry out to her and sniffle. Walking quickly, but slowly so she doesn't bounce on her trapped leg. I felt her start to move so I gripped her tighter not wanting her to leave me. "Turn some here to the left" he fragile voice croaked out. It made me only cry harder "OK" I choked out and sobbed even harder. I was suppose to be strong in front of her, show her that this world is still worth living in and that it isn't that bad. All I'm doing is showing her this world changes you and beats you down till you either die from walkers or had enough. "Uhh guys" I call out reminding myself of when I told everyone there was walkers in the barn, how jasmine looked at me scared for a second then took off with Shane.

Everyone turned and their mouths dropped, Daryl stormed over and took her, pushing me back slightly. The last time I remembered they were mad at each other. Following right behind him, Daryl went to Maggie. No words were said all Daryl did was lay down jas, kiss her forehead and take off. Rick and Carl bumped me some and went to her leg. Everyone started yelling things and next thing I know I'm looking jas in her eyes as me and rick pull of the bear trap.

She screams louder and Carl covers her mouth. "Stop" I yell at him. Rick pull me back by my shoulder, "Shh the louder she is the more walkers we have to deal with. Jas was one of our best" he speaks calmly. I shrug his hand off my shoulder and stare at jasmine. "Pull through this jas. Please for me, for Daryl. For your d-dad" it took everything in me to call him that to her. I felt he didn't deserve that title. But when she found out he died I watched her brake down, she ran past me and I tried to grab her but she pushed me away and ran to the cell he tore up. She sat in there days a couple of times not eating or drinking. "Stop. Please" I can barely make out the words, I stand up and pull people away from her.

"She needs this!" Maggie snaps. Rick pulls me out the room and I fight as much as I can to get to her. Rick pulls me outside and I start pushing him. He pushes me back and Daryl brakes us up. "She needs me in there!" I scream at rick. "She's fine, she was fine when you abandoned her for maggie!" He shouts. I get out of Daryl's grip and punch rick. Watching his fly to the side barely fed my burning anger to kick his ass. I jumped to go to him again but Daryl put me in a headlock.

"You don't know shit!! We both split some after maggie came!" I snap. "She needs me! I need her!" I yell. "Why?!!" Rick yells harshly. "She saved my life!! I owe her everything! I love her!" I yell. They stop moving and I stop struggling. "I think you should go, if not stay away from-" I interrupt rick. "-never I'm never leaving her!" I snap.

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