Merle's hidden Daughter

is everything over

I stayed behind while most of the group went to go get Beth. Sure I was happy but Daryl, he seemed overly exited and ready to get her. Then I found out Carol was there to, so I guess I understand it now kind of.

Me and Carl were here with michonne watching Judith. Gabriel was here the guy who worked in the church. I laid down on one of those benches and closed my eyes. "Aren't you gonna help with anything?" Carl asked. "No. I need this." I state keeping my eyes closed and letting out a deep breath. "Fine" he speaks bitterly and walks away.

Letting myself fall asleep my head lays on the hard wood.

"Wake up squirt!" I hear my dads rough voice command. Letting my eyes flutter open he smacks my shoe "let's go. I ain't got all day!" He snaps. "Dad? What are you doing here? I thought you were dead?" I question. "Nothin can kill me baby" he laughs "why?-" I get cut off by something biting my shoulder. "Daddy help me!!" I scream in pain. "Can't you aint affected by it. Just get up and never give up baby. Do you hear me?!" Dad tells me sternly. "Yes sir!" I cry out as anther bite in done on my leg.

I wake up and scream pushing the walkers away and jumping up. Looking around I notice the whole church is only walkers. "Fuck!" I cry out scared. I forgot what fear felt like, it was bad to forget that feeling. I forgot that just because im immune from walkers didn't mean I was immune from death. And that scared me more than anything. "I dont wanna die daddy" I speak as I run from the walkers and kick open the door to the room Bob died in. Turning quickly I push the door closed and feel my side feeling my only my knife and not my gun. I kept the gun and knife my dad gave me on me at all times.

When we were on Hershel's farm and he said no guns and that bullshit I kept mine god rest Hershel's soul. Fuck I kick at the door and sigh. Stepping back I crack open the door and stab a walker in the head pushing him back hard enough off my knife so it knocks down some of the other walkers. Opening the door all the way and put my head down and push through the walkers feeling scratches on me everywhere. Pushing through them forcefully I stab one in the head ripping my knife out and crawling under the benches.

Seeing my dads gun I crawl faster and reach out for it. Just as my hand is able to tap the barrel of the gun my leg is pulled forcefully back and I scream loudly. "Help her!!" I hear carl scream. There are many pounds on the door as I try to pull myself away from the many walkers starting to surround me. "Daddy help please" I whisper and close my eyes letting my tears fall. A bite is token out of the back of my leg and I scream out in pain. I hear carl scream more and tell michonne to get off him. And he yells something that makes me stop for a second "I love you baby!!" He screams.

That was the old carl the before his mom died carl. I pull my foot to me as far as I could and slam my foot back into his face and do it twice more. Before he let's go and I quickly crawl with my knife in my mouth I reach my gun and crawl faster looking down to check for ammo before looking up and coming face to face with a walker. I scream and shoot it quickly before crawling faster and shooting two more that were coming to me. Standing up after getting out from underneath the benches I shoot the walker in front of me in its face before pulling on the big entrance doors. When they dont open I punch it and turn and the walker pushes against me. Turning my gun with my one hand that I'm not holding him away and aim. I pull the trigger and run back through the crowd of walkers.

I make it back to the room and push my back against the door and slam against it a couple of times before it finally closes. Going over to the hachet left on the floor I lift back up the floor boards that were already pulled up already. And push my legs down trying to be careful of my already bleeding out leg. The door breaks open and I reach up and grab my gun and knife before pushing myself down and falling on my knees hissing in pain from the impact. Crawling quickly I make it from under the house and stand up staggering and limping to the front where carl sat on the floor his head in his knees crying loudly. I see michonne back glance at him sadly as she's killing the walkers that were after me.

Sure now they open the fucking doors. I limp over to carl and touch his shoulder lightly scared he aims and shoots the bullet skims my shoulder and I hiss in pain. Carl's eyes widen when he sees its me and his pushes me onto my back and jumps on me hugging me and telling me how much he loves me. "Carl" I speak sternly and push him away. He stops and actually looks me over and tears form in his eyes again. "I'm not gonna make it." I the him. "Yes your are! Dont say that!" He snaps at me. "Hershel was the only doctor and he's dead carl! Dead just like I will be!" I yell at him. My vision starts to get blurry and carl screams and says something. Everything starts to come out distorted and there's a buzzing noise multiple voices are yell and I'm picked up just before my eyes close and everything goes black.