Left Out (Divergent)

Pain & Relief

Hey you guys wanted to try something different. I am only doing this for this chapter. Its a peak into Loki's mind. Hope you enjoy this and this chapter.
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<Loki pov>
I kept the knife close to her back. I finally have power over her i laugh to myself silently. As we walk out the mess hall i push the knife harder into her skin. Hoping it would cut her a little bit. I want to see this girl bleed and beg for mercy.
"Loki what are you doing," says Sunshine as we walk towards the roof.
"Stay quiet," i say as push the knife harder into her skin.
She whimpers, my body shakes with adrenaline. I see a little bit of blood seep out of her shirt. I smile at that. We walk up the stairs.
I have been wanting to do this ever since she won her first fight. I want to show her, she is not powerful at all. To have her begging for mercy at my feet. I will not give in to her begging. I will let her slide into oblivion.
We reach the roof top. I tie her to a pole just outside the stairwell door. I make sure her hands are tied tight. I do not want her arm to slip down. I want her to feel the numbing affect of having her arms up for too long. I want her to sag on the pole. Using it as support as i slide the knife across her skin.
"Loki, stop,"she says.
"Why, Sunshine. aren't you use to the pain," i smile.
Her eyes widen. She shrinks away. But she can not escape this. I walk up to her knife placed in my hand. I cut her shirt open to expose her stomach. She looks away. I drag the tip across her flesh making sure i only cut the surface.
"Why are you doing this,"she says
"He should have just stayed away from you Sunshine. This would not be happening. I want to watch you beg and bleed. I want you to feel pain. I want you to die," i say a smirk pulling at my lips.
"Why must i die," she says.
"Cause if i can't have you sunshine. No one can," i say as i pull the knife across arm. Its not a deep cut but its deeper than the one on her stomach. I chuckle as she whimpers in pain.
Eric called me crazy from the beginning. I disagree with him. I am just to smart i know how to get ahead of the game. I walk away from Ace and start walking down the stairs. I know no one will be up here till tomorrow. I walk down the stairs and head towards the dorms. I run into Four, at the dorms. Just my freaking luck.
"Hey have you seen Ace," he says raising an eyebrow at me.
I would love to stab him but sadly i left my knife on the roof with Ace. I slip back from my thoughts when Four asks me again.
"Nah man. She said she was gonna look for you guys," i say.
"What are you doing," he asks.
"I came to grab my towel to jump into the showers," i say.
He just nods and walks away. I grab my towel from my bunk and an extra shirt and water bottle. I do not want anyone to find blood on me once i return. The water was to keep me hydrated cause the sun was beating down on the compound. Ace will die of blood loss, pain, and dehydration. I smile at my plan and start walking back to the roof. Making sure no one followed me. Once i reach the roof Ace is still conscious. Blood covers her arms and her pants. Her shirt look more like a jacket.
She has her eyes closed as i walk up to her.
"Sunshine," i say.
She does not answer. I pick up the knife i left behind and put the tip of the knife to her throat.
"Open your eyes, Sunshine. If you do not want to die yet. You will listen," i say.
She opens her eyes immediately and i prick her skin with the knife. A small red dot forms on her neck. I can see her swallow her fear. I reach down and grab one of her legs. She rips her leg out of my grip and kicks me in the face. Thats when everything goes dark.
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<aces pov>
Loki lies unconscious in front of me. I am guessing i have about ten to fifteen minutes before he wakes up. I put all i can behind that kick but my body feels so weak. The knife is laying right in front of me. How will i get it. I can go down cause my hand is tied up so it won't fall so how will i escape.
I bring the knife closer to me with my foot.
I got this i tell myself. I can do it. I put the knife on my boot. I think of ways to get it to my hands. Trying to throw it to my hands by using my foot is risky. But what if i try use both of my feet and bring the knife to my hands. Holding onto the bar so i won't slip down if its to weak to carry my weight. I can put the knife in my hand and cut myself free.
This is the only plan that makes sense to me. Well i better get to work. I put the knife between my feet and make sure i have a firm grip on the knife and pole. I start to pick my legs off the ground when i see Loki move.
He only twitched. Thank the lord. I bring knife up above my head straining cause i really am not that flexible. I feel the hilt of the knife touch my hand and i grab it. Letting my legs falls. I hold the knife in my hand. I know the blade is facing up so i flip it in my hand. I cut the rope and let my hands fall.
I look at my wrist before i start running towards the stair well. I feel like i am dragging my body but i want to get out of here before Loki wakes up. My wrist have really bad rope burn from me struggling against them when Loki left. My cuts are bleeding bad. I feel light headed and dizzy. I run down the stairs. I do not know how i managed not to trip.
Once i reach the bottom i try to call for help.
"Help," i yell and keep walking. I try to walk towards the infirmary but everything's fuzzy. I never really been to this part of the compound. I try to remember all the turns Loki took.
"Help, please, someone," i yell.
I hear footsteps behind me and i get scared. What if its Loki? But he suppose to be out longer than that. He had a kick to the head. The footsteps get closer.
"Who's there," i say.
"Its me," i hear a deep voice reply.
I try to walk away from the voice not trusting it. Thats when i bump into a wall in front of me. But to my surprise it is not a wall its Eric. I fall right there and then.
"What the," he says as he catches me. I hear him curse under his breath and pick me up. I can hear him running through the hall.
"Stay with me Ace. Stay awake," he says.
I try my hardest to keep my eyes open. I feel so tired. All the fight was leaving my body. I just wanted to close my eyes.
"Ace, Ace, keep your eyes open. We are almost there," he says.
I nod and put my head to his chest. I breath in his smell. I do not know how much blood i lost, but the look on Eric's face seemed very worried.
"Selma, Selma,"i hear him call.
He stops running. I guess we have made it to the infirmary.
"What happened," i hear her say.
"I don't know just help her,please," i hear Eric choke out like he is holding back tears.
I feel my body being placed on a soft surface. Eric's arms leave from under me. He grabs my hands. My eyes are almost closed now, but i hear everything better than see. I try to stay awake to see what is wrong, but i am to tired and i close my eyes. As soon as i let the sleep take me i feel relieved.