Lady Raven {A Loki Fanfic}

𒊹︎Chapter 10𒊹︎

Raven's POV

We got to Luna's house and it was really pretty. She lived in this old bungalow which had a flower garden and a willow tree around the back. The bungalow had hand made grey bricks which were messily placed in cement. The thatch roofing completed the cosy structure. This definitely looks like a place she'd live in.

I walked in and the inside was even more beautiful than the outside. I didn't think it was possible.

"You'll have to take the couch," she said awkwardly.

"That's fine, it looks quite comfy anyways," I smiled. "Where's the lucky man that got to marry you then."

"He's out at the moment but he should be back later. I'll go get some blankets for you," Luna quickly went and got me some woollen blankets.

"Thanks," I chuckled, they just had to be green.

Me and Luna talked in the garden, sipping some iced tea. She even had one of those cute swing chairs. It was nice but I just couldn't take my mind off Loki. It was like I was being forced to think about him constantly.

"Have you got any ice cream?" I asked her.

"Of course go get some, its in the kitchen. And bring two spoons, I want some," she shouted as I walked back into the house.

I rummaged around the kitchen trying to find the fucking freezer. Everything's so disguised here. I managed to find it after opening all the cupboard doors.

"Ice cream, ice cream, ice cream," I murmured to myself.

"Second shelf down," a voice said from behind me.

I got the ice cream and looked up.

"You must be Rolf, I'm Raven," I smiled at him. I never would've thought that I would get tired of smiling. Honestly, its painful.

"Yeah that's me, aren't you Luna's best friend?"

"Yes I most definitely am. Do you know where the spoons are?" I asked him.

"That draw right next to you," he laughed.

"Ah thank you, do you want some ice cream?"

"No, I'm alright thanks. Tell Luna I'll be out in a second though," I nodded as he went into another room.

He seemed quite nice. Him and Luna were definitely a good match together. I went back to the swing and sat next to her.

"I met Rolf, he should be coming out in a minute," I told her.

"Alright, what do you think of him?" She asked me.

"I think he's quite nice, definitely your type."

"I do not have a type Raven!" She squealed.

"Whatever you say," I snorted.

We ate the ice cream, it made me feel better. Rolf came out and sat next to Luna. We all talked for a bit before heading in because it became cold.

We had fish and chips for dinner, it was quite greasy just like Loki's hair. I wished everything didn't remind me of him. What made it worse was that I didn't want to ruin my visit with Luna so I had no one to talk to. I just wanted him there.

Everyone went to bed, it was just me and my thoughts.

I thought about Loki, everything we've been through, each kiss, each laugh, every happy moment we had ever experienced. The way he tried to act tough in front of me when we first met and how I ended up scaring him. I thought about how much smaller he was than me.

I laughed remembering the height difference we used to have. Not anymore, and he always reminds me about that or at least he did until yesterday.

I then started to think about the sad moments, mainly torturing Thor. It made me sick to my stomach. The pain I had caused him, the panic, the tears. All these moments running through my head. All the things he said to calm me.

I was trying to remember his exact words trying to calm myself down. My pillow was wet from the tears. I forced myself to be quiet, I didn't want to wake anyone up. I felt like I wanted to scream, so loud that Loki would come and help me.

I wanted to listen to his heartbeat, his voice. I wanted to tease him about his hair and how much stronger I was than him. I just wanted him.

Eventually I made it to sleep, it was probably about 3am. I woke up at 1pm. I felt like shit and looked like shit. Although I was quite surprised no one woke me up. They could've done, but they would've gotten beaten up so I was quite glad they didn't.

"And she's up!" I heard Rolf cheer and Luna giggled.

"You look like a birds nest, Raven," she chuckled.

"Thank you, haven't you heard? Its the latest trend," I said sarcastically, going to the kitchen.

"Any plans for today?" Luna asked completely ignoring my attitude.

"I'm going on a walk. I need to think about some things," I said to her.

"Alright, just don't get lost!" She smiled.

I left the bungalow and started walking. I wasn't sure where I would go but I just needed something to distract me from the emptiness. I needed to feel happy. I just wanted to be happy.

About 10 minutes into my walk I saw a park and something about it made me want to sit there. It was empty and I guess that gave me comfort.

I sat on the roundabout and all the thoughts from the previous night came back. This time I could scream. At least that was a plus.

Everything started spiralling. I heard his voice echoing through my mind. I felt his lips on mine. Then I saw him walk away.

I watched him leave.

I screamed. I screamed in hope that he would turn back and stay. The world around me started to shake.

"Loki..." I whispered before letting the earth consume me.

My powers corrupted everything. The slide, the bench, the swings completely gone. Just like my emotions. A hand and something metal pushed me into the darkness.