HOLD ME TIGHT || JK

CHAPTER 1: UNAVOIDABLE

"ah........why the mornings are always the same?' you snoozed your alarm for the millionth time in this morning.

After spending another five minutes on your small bed you have somehow managed yourself to leave the comfort of your bed. As completing your daily ritual you took your mobile and unlocked it. Seeing the 7 angels who are on your home screen mobile, you felt like that all of your problems got vanished. Seeing their smile gave your face a light smile and you thanked them from your whole heart for bringing a small happiness for your sad life.

You spent another few minutes enjoying yourself in your imaginary world till you heard your room matron shouting at you loudly.

"What the hell are you doing? Go and wash up yourself before I throw your mobile out of this window".

You was so shocked from the sudden yell and you nearly dropped your mobile out of your hand.

"I.....I will go" you said anxiously remembering how cruel she is.

"You rotten girl. I am certain why your parents left you. I think their death is more peaceful for them than raising a child like you. Be grateful that we are supplying everything for you despite your churlishness". She said to you without any pity towards you.

You gave her a light smile completely helplessly. You grabbed your clothes and toiletries and walked away from your room as fast as you could. You went straight away to the wash room and closed your door thanking for not meeting anyone towards your way and in the wash room. Soon after coming inside the wash room and closing the door, you found yourself crying helplessly inside the wash room. You knew you've done nothing wrong to hear such rude words and you pity yourself. You tried your best to cry as quiet as possible because you knew you're going to hear some more if someone heard you crying. Soon after washing yourself you came towards your room and start getting ready to go to school.

For all these past months in the orphanage after your parent's death you had no friend except for BTS and luckily someone to give you advices as a mother, your biology teacher in your school. You always thanked them for not leaving you alone after you lost your parents, comfortable life and money as most of your relatives and friends left you after you had been registered as an orphan in the orphanage. You grabbed your mobile and your school bag and went to the dining room and had the breakfast which you've been eating for all these months. After 30 minutes you found yourself in the school. You were bit relaxed as you left your home which is actually like a hell to you.

After starting your school work as usual you had to listen to so many jokes which made by your best friend, Rachel and her friends which hurt you so much because you loved them so much.

"Hey you [Y/N] why are you wasting your time liking our boys? An orphan like you won't ever get a chance to meet our 7 boys. So you better stop liking them". Said Rachel sarcastically flipping off her red curly hair. She found you in the emptied hallway where you've been passing.

"I will decide it by myself. I've never expected you to be like this Rachel". You told them as it was so hard for you to bear it up.

"Oh....look who is speaking? Ya........you orphan....how dare you speak so casually with me like that?" She said angrily looking at you.

You felt so betrayed in the past few months and you tried your maximum to understand the reality and ignore them as much as you could. But it was so hard, as you loved them so much. You thought they were your friends. You immediately went away passing th as you knew there's no use of talking with them hearing their laughs filling the space.

At least they're laughing.

After few minutes you were able to come and work with your school activities ignoring others as much as you could.

The bell rang signalling the end of the school and after coming out you met your biology teacher.

"[Y/N] don't be sad. Ok? You got up from all the hardships you had to face and you shouldn't let yourself down because of those girls. There's another few months you have till finals. You have to works hard and get the scholarship. I believe in you. Understand?" You nodded your head quietly giving your teacher a light smile.

She hugged you warmly as it was something which was much needed for you at that very moment.

After leaving your school finally you came to the orphanage and found yourself on the bed. You were thinking all the things happened and suddenly you thought to let go of BTS as you already thought that you didn't deserve BTS. You realized how hard it was for you but someone inside you, told you continuously that letting go of BTS will do you good though it sounds crazy. 

[A/N]

Hi everyone. This is my first time writing a ff. Sorry for giving your heart a sad thought at the beginning of the story. But it is certainly because there are a lot of happiness ahead. Thank you so much for reading my book and hope you all will like it. Don't forget to leave your comments.