You woke up finally after switch offing your alarm for the millionth time. You didn't want to leave the warm of your small bed as it was too cold outside. You went to the washroom and finally was able to get ready and come out from the orphanage after sparing much time to those than usual. As you went near the gate you found Minho standing outside the gate waiting for you. You was so surprised to see him. As soon as he saw you he waved his hand at you and signed to come quickly. You hurried your steps and went to Minho.
"[Y/N] what took you this long? I was about to freeze." Said Minho as soon as you went to him.
"Minho........what are you doing? You should have told me at least that you're coming. What if I get late than this? You m...."
"Then I will wait for you all those time". Said Minho leaning towards your face playfully.
"Minho........." You let out a loud cry out of your mouth.
"Let's go. It's co cold" Minho said pulling you towards him.
You both went to the school together. You spared more time to go to school than usual and also did Minho. Finally you both arrived to school. It looked like you've come later to school than usual. After starting the school you was asked to meet the school principal. As you went there the principal was at his office room as usual doing his work. As soon as he saw you he didn't forget to congratulate you.
"Good morning [Y/N]. I am sorry I couldn't talk to you yesterday. Congratulations on your well-deserved success. Please make yourself comfortable." He said you pointing to a chair in front of his table.
You didn't even notice you were standing there all the time because you was so happy for the first time in your life after your parent's death
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"It's ok and thank you sir for your kindness." You said politely."I guess you haven't still been informed about your scholarship. About the country you will be going to study and about and other stuffs." He said looking carefully at you.
"Oh my god yeah I still even don't know where I am going to study. How did I miss it? Oh...how dumb I am?" You stated to yourself disappointedly.
"Yes sir. I still didn't receive information about those"
"Ok so I asked you here is mainly because I need to talk with you about those. Here is the full details about your scholarship, the country, how you will get money for your expenditures and about all the things you need to know". He said handing you a piece of paper.
You gave it a brief look as you was eager to know about the country you're going to study in.
"SOUTH KOREA"
You froze at your place as you read the word.
"No, no this can't happen. South Korea? BTS? No.....oh my god no......"It was South Korea that you will go for your higher studies. You couldn't believe it. YOU'RE GOING TO SPEND A WHOLE 5 YEARS WHERE BTS LIVES!!!!!!! Your eyes glued on those words.
"[Y/N], what happened? Is something is wrong?" Finally the silence was broken by the principle.
"Ah....no...no sir I..I just..I was just looking at this. Everything is fine sir". You said struggling to organize the words in your mind.
"Ok......"
The conversation between the principle and you was conducted for about another 1 hour. Finally you was able to come out from the office room. You walked as a lifeless person as you still couldn't believe that you are going to study in South Korea. For all the past years you wanted to go to Korea so badly. But with all the things you came up, you still don't know exactly whether to be happy or to be sad. You're certain that you have no reason to be sad but you still can't be happy about it. You have given up on BTS, not because of any other things but because of yourself. To speak the truth you actually hated yourself.
All the memories with Rachel bullying you and you feel lost confidence make you feel so frustrated. BTS always make their fans strong and always make them love themselves. But you can't do any of those things because of who you are. Even winning the scholarship can't make a change in your mind as those memories were so bitter for you. It's true that you're happy with Minho, but every day you miss the 7 boys. Even though you're happy with Minho, you're sure unless for him your life will be like a living hell. Still it seems like you've completely lost in your own thoughts and decisions.
"[Y/N], where the hell you've been? I searched you for everywhere." Minho complained you suddenly dragging you down from the thoughts you've been.
"Minho....ah.....I am so sorry. I couldn't informed you earlier as I was suddenly asked to meet the principle. He asked me to provide the details about the scholarship." You said as an excuse.
"Oh...is that so? It's ok. I was just worried. So.....where are you going? Asked Minho looking straightly at you.
"Mmm.....it's SOUTH KOREA"
[A/N]
Hello everyone. So this is the 9th chapter of my book. How's it? Leave your comments below. See you with the next chapter soon.
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