HOLD ME TIGHT || JK

CHAPTER 49: MISSING

After 8 years

PARK MINHO
10.06.1997 – 08.11.2021

“How are you Minho? I hope that you’re in a good place by now. Are watching me from above? Minho…..I miss you so much. It took me more than 5 years to move on from everything. I’m not telling that I’ve completely moved on from you. This is so hard. But I’m trying. I can still remember the days you have protected me from everything. The day when no one was with me, how you’ve took my hand and lead my way. I can remember those days well. Thank you for always listening to me and encouraging me. You’re a true friend and I want you to know how much I love and appreciate you. I love you Minho. I always will”

“Hyung…how are you? You’ve done it well hung. Congratulations. You have gone through all of these well. You’ve really done well. I didn’t forget anything you said to me. The day you gave your love safely into my hand. The way you placed [Y/N]’s hand on mine’s. I can remember it so well hyung. How have you been hyung? I’m not worrying so much about the things happened, cause I know you’re not in pain anymore. I know you’re in a better place than before. We all miss you hyung. Are you watching me now?”

“Minho, what am I supposed to say? Should I cry? Or should I tell you about my husband? I have never even thought about a world beside you. But I had to do these. All of these. Marrying a stranger, being a wife…I had to do it. At least to distract myself from everything. But I still love you. Losing you, losing the person I love is not easy Minho. I don’t know what to do. It has been almost 8 years since you left us. Last 8 years was not easy. Each day I’ve passed without you in my life was like a kind of worse nightmare to me. How are you love? I know you’re listening to me. So listen to this carefully. Minho did you think I hate [Y/N] back in school days, because she lost her parents? Because she has become an orphan? No. It has never been the reason. I hated her, I mocked her is all because I loved you. When I got to know that you have feelings for her, I really thought she will return you with the same love you had for her. But it didn’t happen. It didn’t happen because she has someone else in her thoughts. I needed you to be happy in everything Minho. That is why I started bullying her, made her let go of her love. But, little did I know true love was not always been happy with the one you love. When you refused me, I clearly understood it Minho. I couldn’t say this to you earlier. For all the troubles I’ve made for you and [Y/N] I’m sorry. I love you Minho”

“Minho….how are you? Are you watching us? I can still remember the day you kept talking about us for the whole night. You was so excited and happy to see me and Jungkook. Even though it was for a small time….I’ve really enjoyed being with you. You was an energetic boy Minho. Even though you’re younger than me, there were a lot of things I had learnt from you. The days I spent together with you at the hospital room….I can still remember those days. I know you’re in a good place now. If you’re watching me, please know that I respect you a lot Minho”

“Love you Minho. Thank you for everything”

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