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#32 departure

"I love you"

Silence spread under the shimmering night sky. Hyungwon was nervous, and it made him even more nervous that Hoseok said nothing. He just looked up at the starry sky and remained silent. For Hyungwon, half an eternity passed as Hoseok's mind filled with panic. All the scenarios ran through his head. From having sex with Hyungwon to the confession he owes his parents when he is in a relationshipwith Hyungwon, he considered everything. It was a mess that got worse with every thought.

"It's okay, you don't have to say anything. I'm sorry if I overwhelmed you with this." Hyungwon tried to stay calm. He expected at least an 'I don't love you' or a 'Let's stay neighbours with benefits' but Hoseok didn't say anything. The older one just stared at the sky full of stars. Hyungwon suppressed the tears which welled up in his big eyes.

He was so happy to see the man he fell in love with again and to confess his love to him. "The confession came too soon, huh?" Hyungwon asked nervously with a little cuckle, trying to get the older man to talk somehow. And also trying to hide the pain he was feeling right now.

But nothing happened, the air remained empty. No voice whose sound waves broke through the cold night air. Hyungwon turned his head to see Hoseok's expression. But all he saw was a thick tear running from Hoseok's eye over his cheekbones to his ear. Hyungwon felt his heart ache. He made Hoseok cry again.

"I'm sorry. May I?" Hyungwon lingered with his hand over Hoseok's face. The older man slowly opened his eyes. As soon as his eyes caught Hyungwon's hand, more tears ran down the man's cheeks. Hoseok nodded carefully and gave Hyungwon permission to wipe away his tears.

"It's okay, I understand. Please don't cry. I hate to see you cry." Hyungwon's hands stroked through Hoseok's hair. Suddenly Hoseok puffed out loud and smiled as another tear escaped his eyes. Like the penis that Hyungwon got scribbled on his forehead by kihyun when he was drunk, confusion was now written all over his face. Hoseok took a last breath before he began to speak.

"I'm sorry Hyungwon-" Hyungwon's hand began to tremble. Of course he was expecting a rebuff from Hoseok. Still, he secretly wished that Hoseok felt the same. "- you know I've never had a boyfriend before. I'm not sure what to say. But every time I see you, my heart beats faster. I feel like it wants to break out of my rib cage. Your closeness to my body gives me strength that I have completely lost lately-"

Hoseok put his hand on Hyungwon's puffy cheek and stroked his thumb over the taller's lips. "The feeling of your lips on mine makes me all ecstatic. Actually, I thought I knew what love felt like. But it seems like I never experienced real love. Hyungwon? I think I love you." Hoseok's torrent of words hit Hyungwon like a meteorite. A dick shaped meteorite. He put his slender hands on the older man's, which caressed his cheeks, and looked at him with horror.

"Are you serious? Are you kidding me right now? You like me too? Me? A pervert?" Hyungwon asked with a raised voice. "Be quiet you idiot, you know I'm not kidding." Hoseok whispered as he put his hand around the younger's neck to pull him into a kiss. A passionate kiss ensued that neither wanted to end.

Their tongues touched again and explored each other's mouths. Hyungwon took Hoseok's tongue between his lips and sucked firmly. Carefully, Hoseok pulled his head back to end the kiss. "Is it okay if we take it slow? I don't have much experience." Hoseok confessed his concerns as he pressed his nose against Hyungwon's soft cheek.

Hoseok's nose was pushed up by Hyungwon's smile. "mhm-" the taller one nodded his head as he couldn't hide his smile of joy. He placed his knees between Hoseok's muscular thighs so that his whole body hovered over the taller one's.

The two looked at each other for many seconds. Hyungwon could not believe that this beautiful man beneath him felt the same as he did. His eyes, shining with euphoria, carefully scrutinized the other's to find everything Hoseok was hiding in them. Hoseok also read all the feelings that Hyungwon was carrying and wanted to give Hoseok from his eyes. The shiny big googly eyes that Hoseok found so cute.