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#10 memory

~Hyungwon~

I heard the door again and opened my eyes. My vision was blurred so I had to blink a few times to see a frame coming closer. "Oh Hyungwonie, You're awake!" Changkyun said. I still had a hard time to visibly recognise him but at least I perceived his deep voice. "What happened, Kyun?" I cawed like a raven through my dry throat. "You opened the door for Honey and collapsed right after. Do you remember anything? For example talking to Hoseok, your neighbor?"

I made every effort to recall the diffuse memories from the last brain cell of my brain. I rummaged through every drawer in my head and even emptied some completely but there was nothing to be found. Finally I shaked my head and Changkyun tried to hide a worried expression but failed. "Here, drink something. I'll get the doctor so they can check you. Be right back." he smiled at me, stood up, fluffles through my hair and was about to leave the room when I stopped him.

"Kyunie? Thank you for holding my cold hands while I was asleep." I said with an exhausted smile and like the drama queen I am I let my head plop into the pillow with an extra exhausted face. He looked at me in confusion, put his right hand over his open mouth, turned his head and made faster almost hectic steps outside the room, his hand still covered his mouth. I wonder what happened? He seemed to be shocked. Maybe Jooheon finally confessed to him? A few minutes of observing the room and the sleeping person next to me the door opened again. I met eyes with Kyun and a man in white cloth.

"Hello Mr. Chae. Finally awake?" he asked with tenderness in his words. I nodded. "I will now do some simple tests to see if you have suffered any neurological damage from the impact." He said as he stepped closer and sat on the chair right next to me. Without a word he handed me a pen and waited for my reaction. I took the pen, tilted my head and clicked it." Please write your name on this piece of paper." he ordered me and I messily wrote my name on it. "What's 12 plus 12?" "24." I answered as fast as possible. "Close your eyes and stretch out your arms in a 90 degree angle and stay like this." I did what he wanted me to and lifted my arms. "Good, eyes still closed and try to touch your nose with your index finger. Mhm, fine. At the first sight there is no sign of neurological damage. But to be sure we will make a computed tomography in a few hours. See you later." the man in white said and left the room.

Changkyun sighed in release when the man left the room. "Gosh, Wonnie, I was worried you lost your memory." he finally revealed why he was concerned before. "No, Don't worry. I'm Chae Hyungwon, a 25 year old gay pianist. Kihyun, Shownu, Jooheon and you are my best friends. Our group chat is called Thot Patrol. My body contains 100% iced americano. You have a crush on Lee Jooheon for 5 years and you're too shy to ask him ou-" "It's enough, I believe you, stop annoying me!" the younger sulked and I giggled at his lower lip being pushed out for a pout.

"I just don't want to ruin our friendship. That's all, Hyungwon." he still sulked with an almost disappointed voice. "Oh no Kyunie, Don't be sad! Come here let me hug you." I said and opened my arms in his direction so he could put his head on my shoulder. "Just confess. Like I said a thousand times before. He loves you as well. But he's also a chicken. You guys already act like a couple. The only thing that's different is that you guys rarely touch each other. Ask him out and confess. I know you can do it. You are usually so confident and flirty with everything that has two or more legs. You even flirted with a fucking tree. Poor tree by the way..." I caressed his soft hair and listened to his silent giggle.

"Let's face it. You're an amazing person. All of us, even Honey, know what we have about you. You are always there for us. You make funny jokes and make us laugh every time. I love to see you smile. And every time I see you around Jooheon the only thing you do is looking at him, disappointed because of your fat coward ass. So please pull yourself together and confess your love. I want to see you smile again, Kyun." I poured out my thoughts and babbled until I coughed at my dry throat.

"Ehhcoo Wat- Ehcch Water, Kyun, I need water!" I desperately tried to say I between my coughs. He reached for the water and gave it to me. I loudly gulped down the whole water bottle in one go. "Sometimes even your own body wants you to shut the fuck up, Hyung. Dehydrated bitch, get yourself a dick to suck on." Changkyun said with his annoying smile. And I spit my mouth full of water over my bed and laughed out loud.

We sat there a while and talked until Changkyun had to go to work. "Don't worry Hyung, Shownu Hyung and Kihyun Hyung are going to visit you after work. Ah, by the way I brought your phone so you can text us if you feel lonely." He smiled at me and handed my phone. "I don't want to watch these horny bitches having sex right in front of me, Kyun. You could've brought some clorox instead so I can clean my eyes after their wild make out session right in front of me!" I shake my head in annoyance and disbelief and Changkyun crackled up at my words.

"That's life, bro. You can do it. Fighting!" he simply said in a chuckle and stood up from his chair while he patted my thigh in encouragement. "Promise to be careful and sleep much, Cutiepie." Changkyun said with a lovely voice, bent down to cup my cheeks and gave me a big kiss on my forehead. "Thank you again for holding my hand while I was asleep." I made grabby hands to Kyun's small hands to feel the warmth from yesterday again. "Hyung, neither Jooheon nor I have held your hand? We were busy holding each other's hands." He said in confusion while he stroked my hand.

"Oh, then it was probably Kihyun or Shownu, I guess." I smiled at him while holding his hand. "They had to work yesterday so they couldn't visit you. Only me and Jooheon have visited you since you're hospitalized. Maybe you just dreamed?" He caressed my head and gave a reassuring smile. "I have to go now, my baby." He ruffled through my hair one last time before he let go and walked to the door where he gave me one last wink before he disappeared in the corridor. I waved at him before I turned around to see big eyes staring at me.

I was terrified at the sudden stare since I thought my roommate was still asleep. "Woooaaaah, Your boyfriend is pretty handsome." He said with no expression at all. After a moment of silence he added his introduction. "Hi, I'm Kyubin, a good friend of Hoseok. He's your neighbor right?" I tilted my head and looked at him in confusion. "My neighbor?" I asked to be sure I heard right and he just nodded as an answer. "I don't know a single person in the house where I live?" Kyubin furrowed his eyebrows and his eyes wandered from one side to the other as if he would search for an answer. "Your name is Hyungwon, right?" "Mhm." he sat on his bed and was about to say something when someone knocked on the door and a man entered the room.

"Seokie~ I missed you!" my roommate chirped in happiness when he saw the black haired guy enter. He made grabby hands and a kissing mouth in direction of the man. "God, Kyubin, stop acting as if you are my boyfriend. We're just friends." He groaned in annoyance. I lifted my brows at his unfounded rude mood while I checked him from head to toe. He turned to face me and gave an unreadable gaze. "Hey Hyungwon. I'm glad you're awake. Do you feel better?" I was visibly shocked. He knows my name? Who is this guy? "I'm sorry, but who are you?" I asked slightly confused, furrowing my eyebrows. The man covered his mouth and his eyes opened in shock. "I'm Hoseok, your neighbor!" the man was concerned. "I'm sorry, I can't remember you." I mumbled and reached for my phone to find some hints.

"Hoseok, his boyfriend is very handsome." Kyubin was visibly impressed by Changkyun's visuals but I was busy finding a hint of Hoseok on my phone so I missed the moment to clarify that we're just friends. It was deadly silent for a few seconds until Hoseok spoke again. "Come on, pack your stuff, you're discharged." Kyubin packed his stuff in a few seconds and they were ready to leave. "Goodbye Hyungwon. It was nice to finally meet you. Hope you'll get well soon." Kyubin said and was about to leave the room. Hoseok lifted Kyubin's small bag and followed him. He turned around one last time. "Bye , Hyungwon." he left the room, his expression cold like ice. What a weird guy I thought.

"D-did I probably lost my memory? Who is this Hoseok guy? And why does everybody know him except for me?" I mumbled in confusion. I opened Instagram to find answers.