𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 (𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬)

Seungchan - Annoyed

"I hate you"

"I love you too"

Seungmin sigh in annoyance and let the leader of the group who is supposed to be mature enough to let go of the second maknae who's obviously doesn't wanted to be hugged.

Everynight chan would go to his room and lay next to him then hug him tightly, Minho and hyunjin are already used to it and they just let chan in without asking any questions when it's completely obvious that he has feelings for the younger well the two thinks Chan has feelings for seungmin.

Seungmin closed his eyes and slept on chan's muscular arms with the older's arm around his waist,their legs entangled. Seungmin is already used to it, that's why he kept searching and searching for chan's touches day by day, but never in a million years he will admit that.

Chan smiled and kisses seungmin's forehead, it was a tiring day after all. They kept dancing and dancing until they memorized the full choreo and Chan also knows that seungmin is the one who had the most hard time since seungmin's body is weak.

That's why he told the manager earlier to let seungmin rest for a day first before letting him dance again and luckily the managers agreed.

Plus, he's been annoying the younger ever since they got home so he knows how tired seungmin is, Chan is just thankful that he's not that kind of person who acts like a brat.

He actually found the younger's tsundere personality cute, he told it to seungmin so many times, he even complimented him in every thing that the younger does, but why is Chan doing that? Why is he wasting his time doing all those things for seungmin?

Well seungmin is a very special to Chan, very special that Chan can sleep for him even though he doesn't want to. He doesn't love seungmin romantically nor sexually, that's why seungmin hates him. Chan is too dense to notice his growing feelings.

Chan knows seungmin is depress and that's why he's doing everything just to make seungmin happy, but yes he is making him happy but at the same time he's breaking the younger's heart.

Why doesn't he like seungmin? He's basically everything, handsome, nice, cute, polite, kind and everything nice. Well Chan likes another person and that is their maknae, yang jeongin.

Unlike their maknae,seungmin is sensitive to everything while jeongin isnt like the other members.

Why is Chan giving seungmin false hopes? He's unintentionally doing it, he just wants the younger to feel better and better, he doesn't want seungmin to end up like his other friends who's in their grave right now.

He already got traumatized, there's no way he'll let seungmin be sad nor depress, but he doesn't know he's the one who's causing it.

Why would seungmin like Chan? Their leader was seungmin's everything, word 'was' why? He knows Chan likes jeongin, so he tried convincing himself to move on.

But it doesn't work that way, the work he convince himself, the more he thinks about Chan to the point that he can see Chan in his dreams every night.

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It's hurts, seeing the person you like is having a good fun time with the person he likes. But seungmin doesn't have any rights to come between them, it's not like Chan and him have any important relationships.

But it Tightened his chest,it sting his eyes.

He doesn't want to move anymore, he just wants to look up. Why is he being so depress? It's just a crush, why is he so dramatic?

Chan is his crush ever since he became a trainee, Chan helped him in everything that's why he's thankful, without their current leader, he's not supposed to be in here right now.

Well no matter how much you like someone that will never change the fact that he likes someone else.

For now he just wants to hope.

Hoping one day his feelings will reach chan's.