The Bestfriend [R18+ on going]

Chapter 34

-DOOM'S COMING YOUR WAY-

Raven's POV

I groaned, my head is fucking hurting. Damn, how many bottles did we drank last night?

Squeezing my eyes shut, a vivid memory came crashing to me making me jolt awake, I sat up from bed to find the object of my vivid memory but she's already gone. Hell, what did you do Raven?

As I was about to get up, the door opened as Shawn stand there with a look on his face that I can't describe.

"What did you do?" He asked in a slow tone, his eyes are piercing me like I did some serious crime.

Sighing, I run my palm on my face as I looked at him but he's not looking at me anymore. His eyes trailed down my bed as I followed his gaze.

Fuck—.. blood? Oh dammit!

"Fuck it Raven! What did you do?" He asked one more time as I got up from my bed. I took Karina's virginity and I'm feeling fucking guilty. I shouldn't be feeling like this but at the same time I'm fucking happy that I'm her first.

Trying to come up with words, I brushed my fingers through my hair frustratedly. "I—.. fuck, I don't know okay?! It just happened.. she came here anyways. It's not my fault." I defended as I walks towards my bathroom.

"Not your fault? Fuck it Raven, I saw her running out of here like she's been chased by a monster. She's wearing your shirt and she's trembling." Shawn semi shouted as I stopped on my tracks.

"You saw her?!" Nevermind. I'm gonna talk to her.

Grabbing a shirt, I wore it quickly as I headed out my room but Shawn stopped me.

"She's gone. She took the elevator.. I was about to ask her what she's doing here and what happened but she quickly got in, maybe to avoid it. I don't know." I just noticed the clock. Damn, I'm late.

"I didn't know what happened.." I honestly answered as I leaned my head on the wall, my both hands it in, supporting my weight.

"How could you let this happened? We're not so drunk last night if I remember so don't give me the excuse that it's just the alcohol that made you do it when we both know it isn't, Now, what's gotten into you?" Taking a seat from my couch, he looked at me curiously as if figuring something out.

"I—".. I can't answer him. I know what's gotten into me. I love Karina. There! Yes, I said it. I love her since we were young and I've been meaning to treat her like my queen... It's just too sad, she betrayed me. But of course, I won't tell that to Shawn. I can't.. at least not for now. Not when I'm busy arranging some things.

Clearing my throat, I turned to face him while putting my tough and stern look as I told him we're gonna be late then I went straight inside the bathroom to get ready without waiting for his answer.

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"She's still not here." Shawn came inside my office, his words making me even more frustrated.

She won't come and work for you anymore idiot! Why didn't you even tried to control yourself? The little fucking annoying voice in my head scolded me as I glares on the wall as if glaring on this little shit in my head.

"What are you gonna do now?" He questioned after plopping on the couch then poured himself a cup of scotch.

Sighing, I leaned my head back on my chair as I played the pen on my finger. Doing this makes me relax but now it's like it's not helping at all.

"I don't know and don't expect me to come and say sorry to her because I don't regret it. I fucked her, took her virginity.. the next thing I'll do is to ruin her with those fucking snakes." I gritted my teeth without noticing that the pen on my fingers already snapped into two as Shawn looked at me intently. His eyes holds both worry and curiosity.

"I hope you're doing the right thing." He mumbled then gave me a genuine smile. I am doing the right thing, after all they all betrayed me. Right?

"Nevermind what happened, to me.. the thing that happened between us is nothing but a mistake." I finalized as I saw a shadow passed outside my office door. Wait, oh fuck!

"Damn!" I cursed as I turned on the computer. There she is, walking out the building in a fast pace.

"What happened?" Standing from his seat, Shawn came to my side as he looked at me with worry.

"That's really damn." He muttered as I closed my eyes tightly. Did she heard me?

"Fuck it! I should've turned the computer when I came here." I mumbled, both angry at myself and the thing I could've done to prevent her from hearing my words.

Feeling a light tap on my shoulder, I looked up at Shawn. "Why are you being worried now? You meant what you said right? Unless... You didn't." And that got me numbed. I—..

"Yeah, I meant every single thing I said. You know what, let's just get over with his topic. I'm done with this." I tried changing the subject as he gave me a knowing look.

Clearing my throat, I glanced at him then smirked sinisterly.

Looking at him in the eyes, I grinned devilishly as I whispered in a venomous tone. "Shawn.. let's start their execution. Shall we?"

"We shall, Raven." He smiled devilishly at me as I looked at the files in my desk.

I will get your asses sooner than you expected and I promise I'll make your life twice as hell and there's nothing you can do to stop it.

Afterall... I mean every single thing that I said.

So, fucking ready your asses because I'm gonna really fuck you up so bad to the point that you'd go insane.

....just you wait....

Because doom's coming your way.