The Bestfriend [R18+ on going]

Chapter 19

-THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING-

Raven's POV

By the time she walked inside my office, my breath stopped. There she is, the maker of this demon inside me. The one who put me through that fucking hell and the one who betrayed me.

Karina stood in the middle of the room, gathering all my fucking attention to herself.

As I took her all in, I can't can't but to notice how well she grown up. She's not tall but not so small either, her height is just right. My eyes trailed up from her slender legs to her wide hips then up to her small waist. Damn, is she eating right?; But her curves are all in the right places. Then there comes her perky ample breast that I could touch forever without getting tired of it. Fuck Raven, control yourself.

Inhaling deeply, my eyes fell on her face. She's looking around the office so I took the chance to stare at her angelic feature. Her hazel orbs are roaming around the room. Those eyes, I could look at them forever and let her hypnotize me. Drawing my eyes down from her parted lips, my throat suddenly got dry. They're parted and looking so plump and pink almost inviting me to taste them so I could describe them even more.

I can't forget the look in her eyes a while ago. She's hurt. I should be happy but .. her tears woke something up from my stone cold heart. I wanted to wipe her tears and hush her like how I do when we were kids, I wanted to tell her that everything's alright and that I'm back to her.. I wanted to, but I couldn't or – I shouldn't.

"Raven, I cooked this only for you." My train of thoughts has been cut by a voice. Damn, I wanted to talk to Karina a bit more a while ago but this bitch have to come and interrupt us.

"What do you want Gillian?" I asked in my usual bored tone without looking nor even giving a fuck about what she's talking about.

"Y-you're so sweet a while ago..you even let me enter your office and now you're being cold? What happened Raven?" Her hand slides to grab mine but I glared at her, stoping her from moving even more closer to me. Who the fuck did let her enter anyway? I think I'm gonna have to talk to my securities.

"Am I?" I questioned, lifting my brows at her as she took a large gulp then withdrew her hand from the desk.

"Yes–"

"I didn't let you in. You fucking barged in Gillian. " I barked, watching her flinched on her seat as she looked at me with her blue teary eyes. Too bad, her fucking tears won't move me.

"W-won't you really gonna give me a chance? Please Raven, you know how much I love you." She plead, grabbing my hand into her cold ones, ignoring the warning I'm giving off for her.

"And you know that you're lying to yourself right now." Her eyes widened and the once teary eyes that's pleading for me turned into anger and desperation.

"Fine!" Gillian shouted then released my hand from her grip. "I'm gonna tell dad to back away from the partnership contract of your hotel." She smirked after she spat her words at me. Seriously?

I threw my head back as I bursted in laughter. "Gillian.. Gillian.. Gillian.." I casted her name like a curse, an evil smirk plastered on my lips as I stood up from my chair then moved closer to her frozen being. "Are you blackmailing me?" I asked in a deep tone making her body shiver in fear.

"Y-yes." She stammered then looked down as I chuckled darkly. Who the fuck she think she is? My hand came up to her chin, grabbing it with force as I sunk my fingers on it then jerked her head up to meet my grey orbs.

"You're father is the one who requested my partnership to your company, want me to back away? Do you know that your father's company is going bankrupt so he asked for my help? What do you think will happen if I back away?" Her eyes shook in fear as I smirked at her.

Leaning in close to her face, I whispered in her ear. "So, are you seeing yourself in streets now? Gillian Kang dressed in low price clothes, jewelries–if you still have one after your company goes bankrupted. Tell me Gillian baby, should I back away? It won't cause me any trouble and your father's just wasting my time anyways."

"Y-you can't do that!– Right, you can't back away Raven. Delia and my dad are great friends!" She smirked at me, triumphantly. She's really making me laugh.

"Oh yes they are," I smiled at her and she backed away from me a bit. I continued, "But too bad, we're not."

"Y-you're heartless!!" She shouted. Damn, my ears. Can't she just lower her fucking annoying voice even just once?

"I'm glad you know. Now get out!" I shouted back at her with my firm voice as she spun around on her heels, her eyes filled with rage as she stumbled on her way out. "I swear I'm gonna make you mine!" She said as she completely exited and Shawn came in, looking at me and then back to the door where that bitch disappeared.

"Bothering you again?" Shawn asked, taking the seat right in front of me as I  sat down on the couch then takes the empty glass that's waiting on the table and pour liquor on it then took a sip before nodding my head.

"Karina came down with a swollen eyes, what happened?" His question got my whole attention as I looked at him. Did she cried that much? Of course you won't notice it Raven you're too focus on yourself– fucking shut up. I don't care..

"What do you think happened?" I asked, averting my eyes away from him as I took another sip from my glass. The bitter taste invading my taste buds as it burned it's way down my throat.

"God, did you hurt her?!" He asked in disbelief as he jolts up from his seat then looked at me as if I did something so wrong. He's always been the older brother even though we're in the same age and now he's acting like one again.

"Whatever I did to her, she deserves it and that's just the beginning, expect more from it Shawn and like I said before, I won't gonna hold back." I hissed at him, bringing the glass to my lips as I gulped the contents in a large one, emptying it.

Shawn sighed deeply as he walked towards my sitting position, he brought his hand to my shoulder. "Are you even sure?" Am I?

"I am." I spoked firmly, eyeing the clouds turn yellowish as the sun started to went down letting the moon take over the sky. Time flies fast indeed. They say time heals everything but in my case, it seems like it's magic didn't worked on me. The pain is still here.

"I just don't want you to regret something Raven." He said then patted my shoulder one more time before dragging himself out my office.

Placing the empty glass on the table, I stood up then walked towards the large window just behind my desk. The street looks so busy, noise of different peoples and things are echoing as the light flickered and gave the whole place a little life.

I did say that they shouldn't make the mistake of showing their faces to me because I swear, I'll make their lives hell.

Karina showed her angelic face to me and I took it as a sign that I should continue this revenge of mine.

Am I gonna regret this?

I'm pretty sure I won't.

The pain that she felt is just so little compared to what I felt when she pointed her finger to me, cutting me away from my freedom, betraying me and throwing me to that fucking hell.

This is just the beginning.