Life As A Lovegood

Chapter 20

I know this seems really random but I've been thinking about this for a while I've just been too scared to admit it even to myself but a while back I was in a muggle store and I seen magazine called Queer (It's very good by the way) at first I thought it simply meant strange, because queer is an old word for strange so I bought it because it sounded intriguing to me. Anyways, It turns out it wasn't strange and it's all about this thing called LGBTQ+ which is for like gay people. All the letters stand for something, you see, L is for Lesbian, G is for Gay, B is for Bisexual, T is for....Oh yeah Transgender and Q is for Queer and then the + is for other things called sexualities (Lesbian, Gay and Bisexual are also sexualities by the way) and there are so many! I can't remember them all but some of them are Pansexual and Asexual and there's loads more but I've got a bad case of wrackspurts at the moment and can't remember any more of them which I feel truly terrible about because some people are those other things. Anyways I'm getting really side-tracked. I think I'm bisexual. There's this thing you have called an 'awakening' where you realise you're not Heterosexual (also called Straight) and I know exactly who and when mine was but I don't want to say. All I'm going to say is that girls are so pretty. I think I have a slight preference for girls over boys but I really like boys too. This doesn't mean I like Ron any less. I still like Ron just as much and I knew I was bisexual before I started going out with Ron anyways. I'm really scared to tell anyone this because there's this thing called 'Homophobia' where people really don't like members of the LGBTQ+ community so I'm scared to tell anyone like Luna or Ron or Harry in case they have Homophobia. There's also this thing you have called a 'Gaydar' which is where you can like sense if people are LGBTQ+ and I have a few people who I think are first off, Luna. I think Luna is Pansexual which is where you like everyone regardless of their gender (there are loads of genders like non-binary or genderfluid or genderqueer or transgender or demigirls or demiboys) and don't really have any preference. Then I think that Harry's bisexual (Like me!) because he is definitely not straight. Ginny Weasley, I also think that Ginny is bisexual and I kinda think she likes Luna to be honest. And last but not least, Cedric! I think he's Bisexual too (A lot of bisexuals) speaking of Cedric I think I ought to go talk to him now and apologise for how I behaved at breakfast. He's honestly like a brother to me and I feel so bad for snapping at him like that.

Word count:520
Authors Note:This is more just a filler chapter than an actual chapter. And 'Amelia's' feelings diary because normally 'she' just writes what 'she' does if you know what I mean!