Fuck It List

05: getting drunk

His implication didn't really put you at ease, it rather incited your nervousness even more.

Because some of the things were way out of your comfort zone and you weren't sure if you were ready for them yet.

But you trusted Jungkook with choosing what was good for you. It might sound crazy but that's how much you actually confided in him.

At least you weren't on your period anymore which would make a lot of things easier and more comfortable for you.

"But if you're driving there who's going to drive back?", you asked after a short silence, "you'll be too drunk to drive."

"Hm, we'll see about that", he said rolling down the window and resting his arm on the driver's door, "just go with the flow."

"Just go with the flow", you aped him and he shook his head at your uptightness.

But you decided not to worry about it right now. You rolled down your window as well and stuck out your head letting the wind play with your loose hair.

It was beginning of September and still pretty warm outside, just a promising, tepid late summer evening. You were warm enough with a light jacket for later when it would get cooler.

"We're already there", Jungkook informed you and pulled up at the roadside parking the car.

You were a little surprised since it was only a five minute long car drive but you went with it. The frat house just must be nearby.

You got out of the car and followed him, or rather the sound of the loud music. You walked up to a modern mansion with a big front yard which was crowded with people either playing drinking games or chatting.

"How can a fraternity afford such a house?", you asked astonished. You were a little intimidated by the amount of people and made sure you stayed close to him.

"Rich parents", he said shrugging entering the garden.

The music was buzzing louder in your ears with every step you came closer. The students around you were holding red cups and talking or doing stupid drunk things.

It was already darkening outside but it didn't slow down the party because the whole house was lit up and bathed the huge front yard in light.

But you were going inside.

"Try not to get lost", Jungkook said loudly against the music.

Easier said than done. The party was so crowded that you had to squeeze your way through the party guests.

After a while of nudging and squishing you reached the kitchen. Jungkook grabbed two clean shot glasses and filled them with some kind of amber liquor.

"Tonight we're getting drunk", he said handing you the glass and tilting his head back downing his shot at once.

You wanted to say something but he just grabbed the bottle of liquor, turned around and left.

You quickly ran after him to wherever he was headed to trying not to get pushed and spill the liquid all over your hand.

You reached a room which looked like a big living room furnished with a few long couches and armchairs.

He made his way over to a group of boys and girls sitting in a circle either on the floor or on a couch. One armchair was still unoccupied.

"Hey, man! Jungkook, what took you so long?", a bawling voice called and a few boys got up to greet him with a handshake.

"This girl", he said pointing at you and all eyes landed on you making you blush, "my girl."

What did he just say?

He never introduced you as his girl.

"Everyone this is Y/N. Y/N this is everyone", he introduced his friends to you in a very effective way.

"Hi", you breathed feeling pretty stupid standing there still holding the shot glass in your right hand.

Jungkook made his way through the circle and plopped down on the free seat on the armchair. He looked at you expectantly and you weren't exactly sure what he meant.

"Do you want to root or are you coming over here to sit?", he asked arching an eyebrow and you went over to him so you weren't in the center of attention anymore.

When you were in front of him he looped his arm around your waist and pulled you down making you sit between his thighs.

Your legs were hanging over the armrest on one side and your back was leaning against the other side.

You were still taken aback by the way he introduced you. You went to several parties with him already but he never acted so protective of you.

"Loosen up", he said into your ear, "it's not your first time drinking. And if I'm telling you that you'll want to be drunk for what I've planned, I mean it."

You gave him a shocked look. He rolled his eyes and took the shot from you putting it to your lips.

"Drink up", he said tipping the glass forcing you to tilt your head back and open your mouth to gulp down the bitter alcohol so it wouldn't slop all over your shirt.

It spread a warm feeling throughout your whole body. You hissed because of the burning taste in your throat and licked your lips. You glared at him but didn't say anything.

His hand was resting protectively on the small of your back and you knew he wasn't going to let anything happen to you here.

You relaxed a little and wandered your gaze over the people sitting in the circle.

So these must be the boys from college he was always hanging out and blundering with. They were actually pretty nice and fun to be around.

You played a really funny drinking game and your glass was refilled too many times.

You even spotted two girls from your course and beckoned them over. You had a great time and soon enough you found yourself giggling drunkenly on his lap.

"Are you having a good time?", he asked murmuring into your ear. His breath fanned over your neck and you could smell the liquor on it.

"Mhm, I'm havin a fantastic time", you hummed enjoying the feeling of him being so close to you and his hand firmly gripping your waist. It turned you on.

"Well, the real fun is about to start", he said smirking and motioned to a guy whose name you learned was Jack.

"It's time", he said and Jack's eyes visibly brightened in joy and excitement.

"Everyone, gear up! Get ready for the real party event", he said loudly standing up, "we're going skinny-dipping!"

What?!