Fuck It List

07: getting high

"Open your mouth", Jungkook demanded into your ear.

"What?", you asked confused turning to your left where he was towering over you like a black shadow.

He had put his leather jacket back on and took the spliff that was tucked behind his ear into his mouth and pulled out a lighter.

"I said open your mouth", he reptead mumbling a little because of the lit joint in his mouth.

Get high. Now you remembered the certain point on your list he was out for.

"Do you think that's a good idea with all the alcohol I drank?", you asked having doubts even though you really wanted to try it.

"You're already sober enough again after going swimming and getting some fresh air", he said standing in front of you and pulled at the spliff.

He inhaled deeply and closed his eyes as he took the joint out of his mouth and exhaled the grey smoke pressing his lips together. He looked kind of hot doing that.

He put the spliff to his lips and bent down supporting his arms on the armrests of the chair on either side of you and leaned in. You watched him with a pounding heart not knowing what he was going to do next.

He inhaled deeply before he took the joint into his left hand and gripped your chin with his other hand. He placed his thumb on your lower lip and tilted your head back with a nudge so that your mouth fell open.
Right when you were taking a breath he pressed his lips on yours and blew the smoke into your mouth so you inhaled weed mixed with his breath instead of air.

He pulled away and watched you with an impish smile as you choked on the smoke and began coughing due to the stinging in your lungs caused by the toxic smoke.

"That was way too much", you grated longing for air with tears pricking your eyes.

"It was just the perfect amount to get you high for the first time", he said shrugging and took another puff on the spliff, "now move your cute ass so I can sit down."

You pursed your lips resentfully and got up not forgetting to hit his shoulder with your fist as payback.

"Ouch", he said rubbing his biceps and you smiled smugly. Your father has taught you how to punch someone rightly in the muscle to make it hurt.

"You're so feisty", he said smirking.

You shrugged and wanted to sit back down on the floor beginning to feel a little woozy but he pulled you back to him.

This time your sat on the soft upholstery of the armchair between his spread legs leaning your back against his chest.

He dragged a last time on the joint and you could hear the silent crackling of the burning weed next to your ear as well as you could feel his chest rise filling his lungs with the intoxicating smoke.

He then passed the half-smoked spliff on to Jack and blew the smoke into your face.

"Jerk", you cursed coughing a little but before you could lunge and ram your elbow into his ribs, he wrapped his arms tightly around you keeping you from moving.

"Relax", he whispered into your ear and began placing soft kisses from your neck to your shoulder. At first you stiffened but then you slowly unwound resting your head on his chest.

He loosened his grip around your body and took your hands from your lap lying them down on his thighs, his palm on top of your hand and your fingers interlocked.

It was already late and you could fall asleep to the motion of his rising and falling chest.

But then you noticed an unfamiliar feeling taking over your body. Your heart beat faster and your muscles felt numb.

You turned your head from left to right and everything blurred in front of your eye. There was a light prickle starting in your fingertips and spread over your entire skin.

"This feels weird", you said finding that you were talking at a snail's pace. It was as if everything around you and your body has slowed down.

"At first yes. But in fact, it's very soothing", his deep voice sounded behind you sending a pleasant vibration through your body.

The music seemed a lot louder than earlier. The laughter and chatter droned in your ears and only Jungkook's calm breathing drowned the noise a little.

You pulled out your hands from underneath his and started playing with his long fingers.

"What tattoo would you want to get?", he asked referring to the one point of your list. It took a little while until the words seeped through to your brain.

"Hm, I haven't really thought about because.I didn't think I'd be starting to work off the list so soon", you answered after a while and chuckled lightly, "but I know you wanted one, too. What was it again?"

"Your name", he simply replied, "right above my heart to mark it as yours."

"Stop playing", you said giggling at that ridiculous thought, "you can't just ink my name in your chest!"

"Why not?", he asked seriously and then smirked, "I think it would look almost half as good as you naked on top of me."

"Huh, Jungkook", you sighed chuckling, "you have lost your mind. You should stop drinking and smoking as much. It's not good for you and I need you in my life a little longer than the next two years."

"Okay", he agreed without backtalk and mumbled against your neck, "if you say so."

"Wow, okay, I think I'm beginning to hallucinate", you said laughing slowly, "I see faces in the imprints on the carpet."

He laughed slightly jiggling your body due to the movement of his chest. "Do you want me to drive you home?", he asked.

"You are not going to drive, Sir", you said sitting up to turn to him, "not when you're on alcohol and drugs."

"I've done this so many times I don't even feel the effects anymore", he said casually.

"Plus, it's only a four minute drive and it's already 3am so the streets are empty", he said getting up pulling you along with him by grabbing your hips.

"Fine, do whatever. I'm going to walk", you said flipping your hair back and made your way through the still partying students.

You were so high that you had the feeling that they were moving like vanes in the wind.

Jungkook rolled his eyes and followed you outside making sure that no one came near you or you didn't get lost.

You were walking so slowly that he overtook you on the sidewalk without you noticing and already waited for you at his car next to the opened passenger door.

"Get in the car", he demanded nodding towards the car.

"Only if you promise not to go faster than 10 km/h", you whined and he nodded. You got in and he buckled you up.

You weren't really sure if he kept his promise but you felt like you were moving in slow motion and you loved it. You turned up the radio on maximum volume so that the bass was humming in the car.

You rolled down the window and screamed the lyrics to the song at the top of your lungs not caring about any neighbours.

He let you do whatever you wanted to and kept his eyes on the road, amusement written on his face.

After the song finished he saw how you slumped down and drifted off to sleep.

He turned off the radio and brought you safely back home. He carried your sleepy figure inside and put you to bed.

And also: drugs and alcohol are not good for you as well as driving intoxicated 😅😅 (the actions portrayed in this ff can lead to severe injuries)