Fuck It List

23: proof

He took two steps forward and pushed your body up against the passenger door of his car.

His right hand gripped your hip tightly and his left hand was on your nape keeping you in place with gentle force.

And you enjoyed it. A lot. You fisted the fabric of his shirt in your hand and gave fully in to his lips.

He went a little slower and enveloped your lower lip with his lips before he slid his tongue over it and then bit it.

A breathy m0an escaped your mouth but the sound was completely swallowed by the kiss.

You let your head fall back breaking the kiss to catch your breath.

He used the opportunity to move his hand from your nape to the side of your neck and brush your hair over your shoulder so he had full access to your neck.

He connected his lips with the skin on your neck aiming directly for your sweet spot which gave you a hard time to stifle your m0ans.

He pushed his right knee between your legs and up against your sensitive area. You gasped when you felt the pressure on your bud.

You had to stand on your tiptoes so you wouldn't sit completely on his thigh and be exposed and vulnerable to his touch.

"I think... I think that's enough", you said even though it didn't sound very convincing.

"Too bad but I'll do as you say", he said shrugging with a small smirk and took a step back. You almost regret your decision at the loss of his impact.

But you had to. You needed to stick to what you said earlier so you both can learn to trust each other and grow into a healthy relationship. That's what you most wished.

"Now what?", you asked glancing back at the frat house, "are we going back inside?"

"Hell nah, you're not going anywhere near that girl again or else I might lose my self-control", he sneered, "we're going home and then you can pick a movie and we can cuddle. No more alcohol for you today."

You stuck out your tongue at him.

"Sounds like a plan but don't even think you'll get even a single bit of my ice cream", you said as he opened his car.

"We'll see if you can reach it when I'm holding it up in my hand", he said chuckling and got in on the driver's side.

"Don't you dare", you threatened hopping in as well.

Ever since then you spent almost every day or at least every evening together either going for walks, watching films together or simply chatting while playing games.

You enjoyed spending so much time with him and you loved having him around you blessed by all his attention. You grew even closer than you've ever been.

Two weeks later you both were invited to a Thanksgiving college party at the same frat house.

Jungkook didn't want to go at first because he'd rather have dinner with your parents and then be alone with you to have you all for himself.

But you really wanted to go because you were in the mood for a good party and you didn't want to make it too easy for Jungkook to prove himself.

You wanted to socialize to see if he still acted the same as when he was around you and if he could really adhere to his words.

Eventually he gave in and followed you outside the house with a pout on his face.

"Come on, stop sulking like a baby", you said giggling at his cute expression, "it's going to be fun. Since when do you not want to go to parties anymore? You literally
used to live there."

"Since I know I can spend my time staring at you in awe instead", he simply replied starting the car.

"You can stare at me while I'm getting drunk too", you said laughing at his adorable excuse, "cheer up."

"You're not getting wasted because I'm not going to carry you to bed again", he complained.

"Hm, we'll see if you can stop me", you countered winking.

You arrived at the party and you were quickly in the center of the party events.

You downed shot after shot with your friends and had fun playing drinking games.

Jungkook played too but he barely drank anything because he had to drive home.

It was a little weird between you because you weren't a couple but everyone around you knew that neither of you was single.

But you still kept a certain distance, he sitting on his armchair and you on the carpet next to his legs only resting your left elbow on his knee to prop yourself up.

In the middle of a game Jungkook had to go get new drinks for the two of you so you could keep playing.

But when he didn't return after ten minutes you decided to go look for him.

You found him in the kitchen talking to...

.... Rachel.

You felt a sting in your stomach as you gazed at them during their conversation. He didn't see you because his back was facing you.

With a pounding heart you watched how she leaned in dangerously close and passed her hand over the side of his arm.

Your heart stopped for a second when he didn't move away or move at all.

But then he said something you couldn't hear, slightly shook his head and a displeased look appeared on Rachel's face.

Then he grabbed the two drinks from the counter and turned around to go.

When he noticed you already piercing him with your eyes his eyes widened in shock and he stopped in his tracks.
He quickly recovered and strided towards you with big steps.

"It's not what it lo-"

"I know", you cut him off and gave him a sweet and warm smile, "don't worry I saw what you did and I believe you."

An expression of relief washed over his face.

"I already saw you running away from me again", he sighed eased.

"I won't. As long as you keep doing what you're doing right now we're on a good track", you reassured him.

"Well, I'm good at everything and I won't screw up again", he said smugly making you roll your eyes, "but I ain't playing, babe. You're going to sit on my lap for the rest of the party. No backtalk."